As most of you know my Tristan passed away unexpectedly on December 17th. He was in Monroe visiting me for a week and fell sick. Im still not sure what happened to him. This is my worst nightmare come true. My 2 sons are the world to me and now I don't know how to live this life without my kids. Tristan was the sweetest most caring and loving son! He was my best friend and we spent most of our time together laughing and talking. I want to give my son a proper memorial service and funeral. Its so important to me. He deserves to be sent home in the way he came into this world. Loved, cared for and beautiful. Any and everything will help to lay my son to rest. Thank you all for your prayers and love.