My mom was an amazing mother, she was everything to me, she was my world. She passed 2 days ago. It’s been insanely hard for me mentally because I relied on her for everything. She was a strong woman, but sometimes the strongest people struggle the most. She carried me through life and is still with me in spirit, but the day she passed i knew i had to grow as a person. Since all I’ve known is my life with her I’m starting over. When she was alive she made everything easy for me; however she was struggling with heart problems which she hid from everyone as she still wanted people to see her as a warrior, as storm. I understand why some people looked up to her, as did I, but sometimes your heroes are dealing with their own demons.

I would like to be able to spread her ashes with her mother so I can finally feel like she’s at rest with the one she loved the most. I’m already struggling because she didn’t leave me with much because she didn’t have much material wise, but she made up for it in love and kindness

I don’t know how to do this, but as her only child I’m reaching out to those who loved her for help. I love my mother and wan’t to ensure that she is where she wants to be most.