Hello I am a mother of five beautiful amazing children ages 6,9,10,12,and 20. I am 43 years old and I am suffering with deep depression anxiety and stress. I have always been a mother that tried my best at whatever and didn't give up so easily. I find my self crying through out the days and having breakdowns. I have never experienced real love from my biological mother as a child. I was adopted by a relative at the age of 7 because I was taken away from my mother because she was doing drugs in front of me and not taken proper care of me as a mother should. She would leave me in cold freezing abandoned buildings until she returned for days. My mother would hide me in closets on school days because I was not enrolled. It's Soo much I can be on television to tell my story! My father never gave a care and didn't come around. So now as an adult I'm still in the shallow clouds because I have no one to turn to. I have no family that cares or friends. I have my children that loves me to pieces and I love them. I was a dedicated health care specialist for 18 years strong taking care of individuals with intellectual disabilities of all ages. I loved my job the clients became my family I had grandmother's and grandfather's there, cousins and even sister and brothers through love. That job was my everything and more! But July 1, 2025 the doors closed permanently due to lack of funds to pay the staff the board members said in our last meeting on top of that June 12,2025 my family and I came home to an eviction notice on the door to be gone immediately no later than August 8th I have all paperwork still. So no job no home all doors were closing in our faces at the same time and I'm still down and struggling. Time is moving so fast. My family and I are praying for a miracle to get a start so that we can get back on our feet. We have no transportation anymore to get around etc. we are asking for blessings and thank you all so much just for taking the time to listen to my story there is Soo much more.