I was doing . . well not good but things started looking up. I found two of my dreams job and was an interview away (still am) from nearly getting two of my DREAM jobs in either roofing/sales/construction for HAVN Construction or being a Lead Technician and installing insulation and electrical tools to help older residential homes to be more safe. I was barely above the water of life when I decided to adopt and rescue an abusive dog he’s the sweetest most loyal and most caring dog you’ve ever met or seen we kinda fit as a pair. Both dealt with physical, mental verbal sexual and emotional abuse nearly all our lives from a domestic violence home (my dad and my brothers) not my mom and sister. That’s when I got a quote for a brand new car with a killer deal. When I started thanking and crying tears of joy I blinked and everything crashed down.

I became suddenly homeless after my dad kicked me off his property for probably the 10th time (I am not sure how many times total I’ve lost count over the years by now) and told me to leave. I got chased by a black sketchy car who followed me; no idea who. I ran to a friend to fix my car oil. I checked my email for Amazon emails and found a letter of termination for basically trying to fire a verbal sexual predator and breaking a confidential agreement because after KEEPING QUIET about it for over a month even though I reported the abuse and worker who was putting everyone at risk at work and outside of work nearly every manager knew and HR did too it became out of their hands when they told me there was more than just the assaulter I reported -the predator was still there harassing me and others even though I told him no and amazons policy is immediate termination if you verbally or have any evidence of telling the abuser directly no which I did and I do have evidence A LOT - didn’t know it meant the victim was terminated and not the abuser fucked right? I just need enough money to pay off my credit card and have a buffer to figure out what to do. If you can’t afford to pay or donate please please share this with and whoever you can on any platform it would would mean so much and I am so grateful for your support and willingness.

my name is Ali Zitzman I am a victim of rape, sexual assault, sexual verbal assault and domestic abuse and violence every word I’ve said -I swear on my best friends grace may he continue to rest in peace- is painfully true I would never joke about this topic having been put through it.

thank you so much.

just to be very clear I am safe and so is my soon to be service dog for my mental disabilities and we have shelter and food and water thanks to a very sweet friend and coworker of mine I owe her my life.

I am taking the best care of him with these shitty circumstances and I’m putting him first after I make sure I am safe and good. My mask first but super fast so he has his mask next to breathe.

I just want to breathe freely without fear of losing - well actually I’ve lost pretty much everything but my car and my dog and my phone so anyways I appreciate all of you so much already and you have no idea how much your helping whether it’s $1 or $10 thank you so very much.

MUCH LOVE

-ali