Still unhoused since mid july. Now formally diagnosed autism disorder level 2.

Been evicted, first time for everything. I have about another week here. I spent the last 20 days slowly packing and moving my stuff to storage and camp using almost all of the resources that I have-while trying to stay on top of all my medical appointments and the BS legal actions. All that is slowly getting dismissed. I'll move out by or before the date I've been served with with the writ of restitution (eviction notice), leaving the place in good condition, all it will need is a paint job which after 4 years would need anywhere as a rental..

The place will be clean and viewing ready and I'll just get a key to the sheriff or the property manager if she responds. Though there might be a protective order on her protecting me now long-term as I proved the habitual pattern of menacing causing me mental and emotional distress long-term. I might be moving out but legally it's far from over, and I'll have 6 to 8 years to deal with it.

There is a lot to consider and a lot to figure out for me.. I'm already burnt out with no perspective resources. I'm trying to advertise being able to do small jobs but without a car even that's going to be near impossible. And I'm looking at some unique options to. I can only take it a day at a time right now. Right now I just need rest after the last few months and the intensity of the last 20 days was way too much for me..

Immediately I need resources to make sure I'm provided for properly to take care of myself and camp. Eventually do better than a bicycle for getting around and trying to find a way to earn an income as I was denied for disability and need to go through the appeal process.

Jungle camp with my indoor plants outside! They'll be okay I think cuz it's summer-though they are getting more water than they've ever seen the last couple days.

Need resources to re-establish myself and even be able to establish a source of income. As I'll need readily available communication and to wind up with a vehicle.

There's not much I can do full-time or part-time on another person's schedule because of my disabilities.

It's funny when my car was sabotaged I was just about to start doing Lyft and instacart. I had literally just taken all my tools out of the car to do it and was planning to deep clean it. Now there's no vehicle other than a bicycle. Which I need baskets for so when I go get groceries I'm not hurting myself carrying them on a backpack. It has helped to have a bike to get stuff that I need to take care of myself and run errands but long-term I need the bike to hold the weight. So I want to get baskets for the front and back.

My mom goes 10 speed that needs more work that I had to do some repair work to that A friend gave me that he found dumpster diving. Hey it works one man's trash is another man's treasure!

I'll have to put off the education for a bachelor's degree that I qualified for because I'm not going to be able to finish everything or do it if I'm camping. So I can be put on hold till the spring or next year.

. A dear friend that has been paying for a few boxes and a big storage unit is allowing me to store my stuff and their unit for the time being, that's a big win. And then I have a yard to camp in where I'm surrounded by my plants. They'll have a little adjustment. To being outdoors. All my outdoor plants I transplanted into this yard as a gift. There are a couple types of lilies- wood canna lillies, lilies tiger, some flowering ivy, daffodils and cana indica.

I am so overwhelmed, physically deteriorating and doing a great deal of pain I am struggling to care for myself and attend to all the unfortunate developments. I have so much negativity, loss and grief coming at me from every direction my health and peace are suffering greatly. Eviction, worsening joint issues and tendinosis. So stressed. Staying positive tho.

06/06/24

I am now on top of my medical issues and everything else facing falsified civil and criminal action. I am facing conspiracy against rights to include menacing and intimidation involving my property manager, neighbors that she has coordinated with and police she has had connections with for decades that she has coordinated with which is a violation of federal law section 18 code 241 and Ohio revised code 2921.04, 2921.03, 2921.31, 2921.43 and more. I wouldn't doubt that this ties into my problems on the next door app too. I've been coming through 6 months of police report records through requisitions that support my claims. As well as facing an eviction because my parents backed out of the last 5 months of their commitment to pay the rent here to allow me to heal.

If you don't trust my words, but you think you want to help, you can even deposit money with the courts to go towards rent in the eviction case.

I cannot work. At this point I need much more time to recover to be able to do any sort of physical work beyond self care and a little bit I can do with art and plants to give myself a moderate quality of life that allows me to have joy and gratitude.. taking the edge off the suffering. I have a functional capacity evaluation that verifies that. I'm still waiting on an answer from SSA. I desperately need resources to fight these b******* legal matters and find housing. I know it sounds complicated because it is. I've contacted and continue to contact any and all housing resources. If you can get it on a list from 211 alternative paths through a therapist or through any caseworker I have that information and more.

I will be posting further updates here to include include screenshots and pictures to support my case. I hope to save the city of Brunswick and the people involved even embarrassment and the long reaching and overarching trouble that will come of all this. At this point they've left me no choice.

October 2023-April 2023

My fellow floppy meatwagon pilots, I need your help!

From one busted floppy meat wagon pilot to other floppy meatwagon Pilots-

I am aiming to raise further funds in hopes to cover expenses, while I continue to struggle to recover from these surgeries, and to cover expenses for treatment for Chronic Lyme Diseases. It's been a rough few months and I am very slow to recover. Right now my chronic fatigue, chronic pain and fibromyalgia are worse than they were but I am pushing thru PT and walks every day. As well as job search and career change education opportunities.

I've been referred by my functional medicine doctor to get a private Lyme disease test. Which I don't have the $300 for the lyme assay #601 *EDITED TO ADD SOMEONE IS OFFERING TO HELP WITH THIS! SORTING OUT THE DETAILS(this is the most basic Lyme disease testing igenex offers the most thurough tests are $3,500) and a mycotoxin test which I don't have the $300 for.

I am currently at 3.25 months recovery from ACL Reconstruction, Multiple Meniscotomy and Meniscus repair. As well as 8 months out from distal bicep tendon reconstruction, with both distal bicep tendons having ongoing tendinosis issues and scar tissue problems currently. We don't talk about the hips and other joint problems rn. I've gotten the tendinosis back to a more manageable place again so that is good. However the lack of treatment for Lyme disease and mold exposure is contributing to the slow recovery and overall widespread symptoms of chronic illness.

I'm not unintelligent I'm not untallented tho I have been plagued with physical, mental and neurological conditions/disorders and ups and downs, chronic pain, chronic medical dismissal, ongoing chronic fatigue, devastating periods of depression and anxiety relating to my chronic health struggles, ADHD and ASD, connective tissue issues (likely a disorder such as EDS), joint problems and soft/connective injuries that never fully heal with multiple chronic and acute issues in every major joint- polyarticular osteoarthritis, adrenal fatigue syndrome which causes massive cortisol dump fluctuations, chronic pain from fybromialgia, ptsd/trauma, on and off mood disregulation, dissociation (relating to dissocuating from chronic pain), recovering addict/alchoholic with 5.5 yrs sobriety, probable CHRONIC LYME disease, recurrent EBV flair ups(mono), mold and chemical sensitivities such as I cannot be around any chemical fragrances at all without getting migraines worsening chronic fatigue flu-like symptoms and mood dysregulation with neuropathy and an increase in fibromyalgia pain, chronic strep infection(tonsilitis) and more- to include a dash of ignorance and bad decisions at times. Been dealing with all this for decades and I just need a little help to restore my strength so I can manage my condition once again.

I need a little more resources to coast thru the knee and arm surgery recoveries and pt, a big windfall to focus on recovering my health, or encouragement. Not advice about accessing public resources. I'm open to advice about well being and offers of networking.

I am waiting on the response to a disability application. I don't qualify for unemployment and I have what resources I will be able to be approved for. I've been on the job search for work that I can do for several months.

If I reach my fundraising goals and beyond I will commit to donating 10% or more to local addiction recovery programs, and shelter resource agencies, individuals in need etc. Here I am humbly asking for a significant break.

Whether you can help or not. Whether you can share with people who you feel can and will want to help or not. Thank you for reading this far. If you've made it this far please definitely share whether you can donate or not.

I know 30k sounds like so much- honestly that might coast a single individual through a year of expenses nowadays living conservatively. Not to make completely light of such a large sum of money. Lets see how wonderful human beings can really be; if this can reach 1-2 thousand good people willing to donate $10-$20 I would reach my goal. Howdy, Nathan Natsache here (I was born with a different last name and I'm changing it for personal reasons). Solid and experienced tradesman/renovator. I am 42. Maniac hopeful to mend my musculo skeletal system. (insert awkward genx/millennial shorthand to portray humor here). Feeling ashamed to be in a place to plead for help. Lets go tho.

If you made it this far some of you now know me better than you probably ever intended to☺️❤️‍

To my bully fellow contractors who despise the fact that I'm in a position of need to have a GoFundMe and insist that I should just push myself until I'm in a wheelchair for the rest of my life in my very much local 5-10 Mi radius in Brunswick, Ohio I say this like you Bry guy bryang-

"As a neighborhood issue I would like to address online bullying.

But first- Let us all remember that-

Comparison is the thief of joy. Comparison is the enemy of improvement, success, progress and contentment.

Spite is infectious and one rotten fruit spoils the bunch.

Feckless dishonesty will always exposes itself when faced with Gods honest truth.

Let us all be better human beings this new year then we have been to the human beings around us the past year.

Let us not forget that we are all only human.

Let us ask ourselves if this was my son or my daughter, would I want this said or done to them?

If this were My mother or my father would I want this said or done to them?

Would I want this said or done to myself?

Let us remind ourselves when we are feeling angry and judgmental to ask ourselves what if this person was my son, my daughter, my mother, my father, my wife, my husband, my friend or myself?

Let's remind ourselves to be kind and compassionate.

After all we are all only doing the best we can to Pilot these busted floppy meat wagons, and mine happens to just be a more busted floppy and broken than most.

Most of all- GOD IS WATCHING US!

Herefor I say in parting-

Let us strive not to bring our tabloid words to the thesaurus table.

Let us uplift one another and work to equip one another to rise above the darkness and pain in this world with the light of Truth.

These are the words of your philosopher/builder/scientists/poet neighbor - Nathan..

Thank you for hearing my original words and quotes cobbled from the recesses of my own mind and the memories of the great minds I have read.

Also let us not forget that when the Hornets Nest continues to be kicked the hornets do learn.

And when the squirrels face a challenge at accessing the grub the squirrels do learn to overcome the obstacle.

Even I do be learning though❤️‍ #healing #wellness #chronicillness #ChronicLyme #wambulance #christisking