Urgent help needed due to Debilitating Mental Health PTSD

Hello ,

Kind Supporters

I appreciate you taking the time to read this .

My name is Aimee . I am in need of assistance due to currently suffering and struggling with PTSD and Mental health conditions arising from a traumatic, sudden and tragic loss of a very important person to me with whom I had a long term bond with and a greatly loved person who was in my life for a long time . I am very passionate about what I do . Our client whom we lost was a very big inspiration to me and had a great impact on my Career. He was amazing and a lovely Person who I miss dearly.

Such a horrible shock to lose someone so fast and suddenly without having the chance to say goodbye. Many circumstances surrounding this awful event could have and should have been avoided it makes it so much harder to grieve and process it all.

We pride ourselves on providing high quality support and care to many people with various disabilities. We sadly lost our beloved long-term client earlier this year in a tragic and sudden way . I tried extremely hard to avoid this and advocated to protect him .It's been a very tough time for me grieving and adjusting to this terrible event. It's been such a struggle for me as I miss him so much and I'm suffering greatly due to mental health problems arising from this terrible event and the huge loss on so many levels . He is greatly missed each day this has effected my life and impacted my business . I need help for myself to be able to process and heal and access the help I need I have been diagnosed with PTSD and depression from the trauma and pain I feel after this loss we had a Great bond for many years almost 8 years and suddenly it's all over. I haven't had a chance or the time to receive help or time off as I need to keep things going for my other clients and my employees. It's been very tough im trying very hard but I am not quite at my full capacity. I have tried hard for months to receive some financial relief or assistance I've been going round in circles and I can't seem to catch a break or access any type of help I desperately need a break and time to get better and to be able to provide my fantastic services again. For most of this year our payments have been delayed for long periods of time and this effects everything constantly waiting for payments to come in. I've tried for business finance for weeks and keep getting knocked back due to not having records up to date as my accountant won't do anymore work until she receives more money but I need the work to be done to be able to obtain finance and I need finance for the work to be done . I feel very under pressure and I need to relax but I can't. I feel bad asking for help I have no choice. I've exhausted every option I've tried to access my super every process is hard and prolonged and mountains of paperwork and endless questions this is very hard to go through as I'm not 100 percent I have difficulty processing Or completing general tasks that need to be done . Any little bit will help so much

I feel backed up in a corner with no way out like im suffocating I yearn for some financial relief to help pay business expenses such as accounting fees , wages , bills and to access support and services for myself to get better and the treatment i need . Ive been left untreated this is detrimental to my mental health I am in great need for some room to grow the business and to be able to breathe not be soo worried and stressed when im already immobilised I need some time to relax and get better mentally and physically.

To Access professional help for Grief

I have accessed some support for Grief but its only a short amount of time and also someone new every time which makes it harder having to repeat myself.

I feel very alone and I try so hard and get no where . I have experienced very little compassion or understanding during this time.

I know times are tough for many if you could please Share that would be a great help.

Kind regards

Thank you

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Greatly appreciated