February 12, 2014 my precious baby girl passed away when I was 38 weeks and 4 days pregnant. I waited so long to meet her and I never imagined that I would have to live my life without her. My husband and I have been left devastated by our loss and our lives will never be the same.

After Malaysia was born I only had a short amount of time to hold her and love on her before she was taken away. I will miss her intensely every day of my life. I will make sure that her short time on this earth is never forgotten . 

I want to give my baby girl the ultimate memorial because it is the only celebration of her life that I will be able to give her. While Malaysia was with me I had already planned out her life. I planned every birthday and every holiday celebration. I was well prepared for her arrival but nothing could prepare me for her death. It is with great sorrow that I begin the process of planning her memorial which will be held one year from her birth on February 14, 2015.

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