Help Zainab SAFETY & TRANSITION Fund!!

[UPDATE]
Hey guys I'm reviving this gofundme after it failed a couple months ago. After dropping out of uni because I can't afford it and almost giving up on any sense of transitioning and 2 suicide attempts, I realized I can't just give up. 

I wish I could love what I see in the mirror. But everytime I look, all I see is a boy. I'm desperate at this point, and I can't possibly pay for my transition and uni. If I had this money it would completely change my life and I could stop hiding in the darkness and stop being ashamed. I know I should love myself and what I see in the mirror, but every time I do, I just become so unhappy and even disgusted. 

My best friend from America is helping me again with this and will be sending whatever is made.

Please from the bottom of my heart, help in any way you can. Even if you can't donate, as I know everyone around the world is going through financial issues right now, at least share!

If you're wondering what this will fund it would fund:

-HRT
-FFS Surgery
-Housing
-Uni Costs (So I can re-enroll)

[ORIGINAL POST]
Hello, my name is Zainab and I am a 20 year old trans woman in a conservative middle eastern country.

A month ago my religious father went through my phone without my knowledge and found out by looking through my texts that I was trans. I was immediately kicked out with only a backpack full of some things I was quickly able to grab. I thought I would get some sympathy from my mother or siblings, but in their eyes I am unnatural. I used to be scared everyday that something like this would happen.  I never thought they would completely cut me off, leaving me completely helpless, especially during the pandemic.

Luckily one of my close friends has given me temporary shelter in their home, until I can find somewhere for myself. Unfortunately someone at their job was infected with corona which makes my situation even scarier. My life has become a complete nightmare and roller coaster.

My only hope now is transitioning and finishing uni so I can finally live my life and be independent. Unfortunately, because my family has completely cut me off, I cannot pay for my high university fees. I still have two years of uni to complete until I can get my degree, but it seems impossible at this point, as I will be kicked out if i cannot pay.

On top of university fees, are my gender-reassignment surgeries which are very expensive.  I also have transportation and housing fees that I need help with.
The fact that all of this is happening during this pandemic makes it so much worse and scarier.

I never thought I'd be asking for financial help online, but I have no other choice. Thankfully, I have a friend that lives in America that is setting this gofundme up. I don't know if I'll reach the goal as I am aware of how high it is, but I absolutely have no other options, as I am desperately and deeply in need of financial help.

I would do anything to just be able to finally live my life and my truth. I wasn't sure if I wanted to start a fundraiser, as I need to keep my identity discreet or else I could be in danger, but at this point, I feel like I have nothing to lose.

To anyone that donates, I will forever be grateful for you. If you cannot donate, please share.
Anything at all would help.

Thank you very much.