Hello all.
For the past few months my health has been steadily deteriorating. I will try to avoid oversharing but I can physically no longer work. My hands and feet are weak and painful and sometimes even numb. I am in constant pain to the point of nausea at times. Just holding a pencil for too long leaves my hand aching and I've broken my phone screen and quite a few dishes from my weak grip.
I'm still battling the American Healthcare system to get some answers and some help! Even now I have to beg for any scrap of diagnostic testing I can get and they've canceled my last two in-office visits!
In the meantime I have depleted what tiny savings and I am just asking for any help to keep surviving and hopefully recovering so I can go back to drawing. I've been drawing since I was three and the past few weeks I have barely been able to sketch and I honestly it's been incredibly draining to my mental health and creative drive.
Thank you all for reading my rambling woes. I am not very good at asking for help but I am so incredibly grateful to have so many wonderful people surrounding me in the digital world.

