Hello fellow brothers and sisters, as you can see from my video I am dealing with major stage 4 metastatic breast cancer. I never thought at my age I would ever face such despair and devastation. I am a 35 year old new mom to a very sweet boy and he has to see me struggle daily but he says "it's okay mommy" and it breaks my heart. My journey started in March of this year with "only" breast cancer, I kept begging for a PET scan and after annoying them enough they gave in for(this is in my chart) for her comfort. Well come to find out there was a small lesion on my liver and lymph nodes. I had a lumpectomy and some lymph nodes removed but they won't touch my liver. Since it is not curable I had my port taken out because it's a torture device and they put me on hormone blockers and Kisqali. After 3 months of this protocol it was PET time again which sadly showed my liver tumor grew triple in size, I now have it on my lung and my thyroid so the medicine did nothing but make it grow more, I have cried and cried some more. I just wanted to watch my son grow up, get married, have kids and to grow old with my husband. I had dreams of having a farm or ranch style home and now I can't even make these goals. I never could afford a home for my son to grow in and this saddens me more than anything. I feel like I can't even make plans anymore and it's a deep sadness. For those of you who want to follow my story or have questions, want proof etc. Please get ahold of me on FB: Russell-Jessica Davis or Instagram: Russandjess , I am currently working on a tiktok. Thanks so much for taking the time to read and God bless!