This GoFundMe was inspired as a reflection of transparency & clarity

The Heart Consciousness Game is about Being Free

Here is some of its creation story:

My mind discovered a means of inspiration & illumination in satsang (Sanskrit for “in the company of Truth”) - essentially, gatherings for spiritual discussion. Growing up in the suburban northeast USA in the 1990s/early 2000s, this form of connection was a foreign concept. The predominant cultural conversation I knew was focused on the material world, rather than the inner realm... & in my everyday life, I experienced persistent anxiety. The sense of disconnection I experienced (from myself, others, & my passion/purpose) led to a Self- & spiritual-exploration that transformed my path in ways I never anticipated.

My first opportunity to sit in an authentic satsang was with Gurudev Sri Anish while I was living in Dharamshala, India in 2024. In the intimate gatherings over 3 days, I got to experience the reflection of a human being living in the Field of Oneness - in total devotion to Truth, the Divine, & sharing It's beautiful message. What was expressed in this space penetrated the heart of the questions living inside me at the time, even when it wasn't "me" who asked them. It was a profound meeting that revealed a deeper layer of Awareness, trust, & reverence of Life.

After leaving India for Indonesia, online satsangs came into my picture (live on Zoom with Sri Anish ji & via the generous repository of YouTube videos of Mooji Baba & Rupert Spira - teachers of Advaita Vedanta, or non-duality). During this time of significant solitude, these virtual spaces supported me immensely. We were here for liberation! Freedom of the mind... & it resonated with my scientifically-inclined, yet mystical internal system. It was both energetic & magical... practical & esoteric. Love was the Essence, rooted in ancient wisdom & modern understanding.

I realized how beautiful (& rare) connections with this degree of integrity are... & I could feel a collective opening for this essence to be more widely available & relatable in our modern, everyday lives.

Since the Divine redirection that uprooted my life & career in California in 2022, I knew my calling was to work in the field of spirituality & inner wellbeing. I also knew it was fundamental that I create from a space of inspiration & abundance (not from force, pressure, or lack). I had to embody freedom before I could share it... & this journey took far longer than my ego mind calculated or planned for. Being initiated into a reality beyond fear required me to move through all my fears - giving up insecurity & struggles around finances, relationships, & living in the unknown - in order to actualize Something Greater... a “Higher Plan” for my own existence. Through the depths of surrender, a beautiful Presence was expanding - a value that vastly exceeded the monetary debt that was accumulating.

I learned, through intense & humbling grace, that the Universe provides what we need... & that what we actually need (what truly serves our best interest) is often quite different than what we think it is. All-in on the devotional journey & without yet having a consistent source of income, the opportunities/resources/cash to get me where I needed to be, have the necessary transformative experiences, & make my minimum payments would somehow appear. Life was working through a network of connectivity & synchronicity that was beyond what my mind could manifest. I learned to release attachment to what had once made me comfortable, to simplify, & that less “stuff” can mean more free Energy.

Having studied & worked in the field of mental health counseling in the USA & having received therapy myself, I knew the [sometimes extreme] challenges of inner healthcare in our society. From hierarchical/bureaucratic issues, lack of funding & provider burnout, & difficulty finding resonant therapeutic connections, I knew there had to be another way to do the Work of realizing our human potential & fundamental wellbeing - one that is freely available & accessible.

The vision for my Work has always been to be Free & Love what I do - & in the mission of Freedom & Love, transparency is an essential quality.

This GoFundMe is here for the purpose of being transparent… & open to miracles.

The “goal” is set to my debt to society - a total of $111K as of 2026/05 ($67K in student loans, $19K personal credit card balance, $10K business credit card balance, & $15K parental loans). While I had no idea what I was getting into when I took my leap of faith, I came to realize I was investing everything (my entire Life) in my Self... & there was no going back. I was developing my greatest asset - inner peace & a fearless, intuitive Heart - more precious than anything in the world, & worth all the risk.

What once triggered fear, self-judgement, & doubt now transforms into a deeper sense of purpose & understanding of the energetic laws of this realm. I always craved relationships of truth & transparency. As a highly sensitive Being, I felt energy beneath the surface... & something in me knew the value of not hiding - of being to open to Greater appreciation, acceptance, & possibility. The Game is about this transformation of our relationship to the mystery of Life.

Beings devoted to the Heart Space continue to have Life-affirming effects on my path of evolution. I am happy to invite anyone drawn to the Game to this beautiful play of Ultimate Trust in Self/existence.

As finite humans, we are limited in our capacity to connect in the physical, yet our ability to resonate in the Ethereal/online space is unlimited. By sharing this Work online & for free, the intention is to be accessible to anyone who is open to & can benefit from it… to establish & grow a collaborative, creative environment & platform for our thriving games of Life. It also serves to reach humans who are drawn to 1:1 Work.

[See my website for offerings & to connect]

The Field of Divine Love, as I experience & understand It, is the reality in which we exist harmoniously - sharing our gifts & unique forms of abundance to one another in the natural energetic exchange of Life. It is Here Now.

The only request is to engage however is true for you. Whether you are inspired to share the Game with humans in your network, contribute resources, or simply be a presence in the field - I am infinitely grateful.

This Work is devoted to Universal Love, inner Peace, & [human] Realness - the Great Treasure.

[All links to the Heart Consciousness Game: LinkTree - HCG]

Thank You for Being Here

Love, Cat·ie (& Cosmic Allies)