Tina's Heart4hero Mom Memorial

Where do I begin telling you about a hero... A super women who gave strength to her loved ones and was always there for you when you where sick in bed or in the hospital for two to three weeks at a time cause of your Cystic Fibrosis exaserbations... Or carried you over her shoulder to get you to the emergency room. Or made sure you were fed and had a cold drink especially when the blazing sun was out. My mom was always by your side when it matterd the most... She has been through so much adversity and abuse in her life but she kept moving forward to be the strength we all needed at times when we had none of our own... And when my grandma was on the verge of a deep depression and with her diabetes out of control and often Droping putting her into diabetic commas that really scared me and my mom I was between 14 and 16 then but. My mom was right there and pulled off a miracle and brought her out of her Depresion and got her blood sugars under control and made sure she went to the Dr.s and took her 20 to 17 different meds and that includes her depression meds. And during that time my grandma had to deal with an incredable amount of anxiety but thanks to the incredible effort by my mom my grandma has been doing well up till now.... Pain is all me and my grandma feel now and it's been hard to let everything out and express how I feel and every time I see someone that looks like my mom i start crying. Me and my grandma feel lost with out her at times it's hard to get through a day but especially those first four days of my mom passing my grandma cried nonstop and her nerves made her nauseous and sick like she had a cold. It's been hard going through the motions of paying the bills and doing the monthly food shopping. it's all I know what to do right now but I've been thinking what my mom whould have wanted me to do she always said if anything happenes to always be there and take care of your grandma. Me and my mom were vary vary close and that's the job she left me with and I will honor that responsibility for as long as I live and it'll be a challenge with me having to deal with my Cystic Fibrosis along side with my grandmas health and mental health issues. But strength in my moms memory and the bond that we shared I hope I can be just as strong and share that strength with others like she did and my mom will forever be in mine and my grandma's hearts... "But now let her story be shared and to be honored like she deserves".... The story of how it happened and what lead to is still a nightmarish and traumatizing scare in my mind that I keep reliving...  She was the whole world to us and we feel vary lost without her and me and my grandma make little and not enough to afford something proper for my mom so I'm looking to the good hearts of others to spare what they can in our dark time of need to give her a funeral that she deserves. And to give family peace of mind that her son and mother are taken care of and fed..... Thank you all for reading and I'll post updates regularly to show the progress of the funeral arrangements. ❤️❤️❤️❤️