UPDATE: July 27th, 2026.

It's time to get my debt paid, get my health back on track, get my cats the extras they DESERVE and need, and step up for my community.

UPDATE: June 6, 2026.

The support I've received has shown me, even when I'm struggling, there's still so much I can do and help change in the world. I'm currently working on my updated bills / debt status, but right now I know this month and next months rent is PAID! (WE DID IT!!)

I still have a long ways to go on recovering my debt issues, but I'm committed to not just paying my bills, but using this financial support to become and even more capable member of my local community, which in turn will (hopefully) ripple effect positive change to communities near and far. This year alone, even with my struggles, I've done multiple park litter cleanups, I've worked on becoming a more resilient care giver for those I love (and unfortunately have moved on from), and I'm even learning how to handle my kitties health emergencies with a confidence I've never had before. Struggling sucks but I AM getting stronger!

The goal this summer is to work my debt off by cleaning up nature and (maybe by the grace of god) help teach one of my wobble kitties to walk or at least get around by herself. If you haven't seen my park cleanup progress posts, I highly recommend checking out @Touch_Grass_Project on instagram. today we hit A THOUSAND FOLLOWERS and we have ALL SUMMER to get so many parks looking better than ever. I'm even dedicated to getting out on my own and doing cleanups, because I'm gonna be hiking and paddle boarding for my health so I might as well do more with my available time. Right? RIGHT!

Every donation gives me the availability to make community outreach my day job, and I think we as a world that's struggling deserve more people wanting and even enjoying becoming an active working member of our local communities. I'm a content creator, my JOB is to "influence", and for years I spent that time making brain rot, comedy, makeup and consumerism posts that benefited no one but myself. I don't have to make that content without giving effort, both can still be apart of my life. I want to prove that content creators / influencers / brand reps, whatever you want to call us, can use our voices and our platforms to invite positive change, not just with our words, but with our actions.

if you were on this journey because you saw me caring for my partner, I regret to inform you I had to leave for my own wellness. I poured my heart and soul into learning how to care for them and I was not receiving what I need in the relationship. Unfortunately even with trying to stay friends and do our projects together, it seemed there was a lack of respect for my boundaries on all fronts. I did NOT leave because of being a care giver and I want all people with chronic illness and disabilities hear me when I say I would have done anything to let them know I was their ROCK and would learn to be there for them. You WILL find someone there for you who wants to care for you, as long as you care for them equally in return. Don't give up hope.

So while I continue to ask for support, just know it's for more than just "paying the bills", you're helping me show the world that there is more to this, more to just "asking for gofundme donations", more to just making videos for social media. There is REAL CHANGE (no pun intended) behind your dollars given to my cause. I want my impact on this planet to be just as beneficial for everyone else as their help has been to me through the years, and I hope you enjoy watching the journey of all I can find a way to provide and do!

Thank you so much, and please, share if you can't donate! Share the gofundme, share a post on socials, help share our nature advocacy projects and education! Use YOUR voice to boost better "influencers" online, because we deserve to be influenced for the better (*sings* I do believe I have been changed for the betterrrrrrr). We don't have to live for the bare minimum anymore, so how can I show you your donations mean more than just paying the bills? YOU tell me!

instagram.com/touch_grass_project

linktr.ee/missfaye

a quick bill update before I check all the totals:

rent is paid till the end of next month

just caught up my wifi

should be able to cover my late utilities with the big donations recently

got some of my websites back up and running including

weeblewobbleworld.com

I unfortunately had a credit card go to collections *sigh* but I still have a couple I can make payments on and save!!

car is fixed but I think I have a hole in my tire again

I really need to upgrade my phone from my service never working from being phased out (we should have laws against forced obsolescence)

I'm gonna use a bit of the big donations to stock up on kitty supplies but it's about time for everyone to go to the vet! (gonna be pricey)

really need an eco friendly potty mat for bobble so bad......

let's worry about my student loans and other debt for another day shall we that's enough on my plate to think about :))))))))))))) *big sigh*

UPDATE: Feb 9, 2026.

Slowly getting back on track but it's still paying back months of time when I didn't know what was going on with my partner. Seizure watches are getting a lot easier for me to handle so my mental capacity is doing a lot better! Managing work and care giving has been a learning experience but one I don't regret taking on one bit.

NOW THIS CAR REPAIR? Offended. I need my car fixed because my partners car is older and less reliable and has adjustments on it that make it less safe to drive in this weather. They quoted me $3440 but I'm hoping it'll lower before I get there in a week (hopefully, but doubtful).

Rent is almost caught up to be month to month but I'm half short this month still. We also had some people offer to give us a hand at the house lately and cook to give us breaks / extra catch up time! This is just...the last little stretch I know it I can FEEEEEEL it.

Thank you so much to everyone who's been helping my partner and I navigate this scary and challenging time and to all the kind words, support, and reassurance that we can get through this. We couldn't do it without you.

I hate asking for help, but many of you felt more comfortable helping towards a GoFundMe, and I'm just not in a position to ask why because I don't have much time to get this done since going weeks being sick and suffering HEAVY medication side effects that prevented me from working and even socializing normally. I'd say this is past the point of caring if I have to make a GoFundMe or not.

So here's what I'm starting with, just rent. I have till 11/8 to pay both months or they file for eviction. This has been every month, every other month for the last several months, and it's been exhausting on my stress and health. I'm just starting with rent because above all else, I don't want to have to figure out moving alongside everything else WHILE recovering from being sick still. My cough still hasn’t gone away even with two rounds of steroids and meds.

Rent is $2835 ($1417 for November).

***updated Rent is behind $750 for February.

a couple fans split one month so I have THIS MONTH still to cover!

I'm leaving rent on the list because I'm going to be behind for next month now that I'm seeing how behind I am...and I just don't wanna have to do this at the beginning of next month too.

This is my main goal, but if I only hit this, I'm still going to be behind, and I don't really want to get to the end of this month doing this AGAIN...

Utilities $70.49 by 11/14, shut off by the 5th/6th (whenever they send someone actually out).

**** Utilities are past due $89.40 and I assume I'll have a shut off notice soon if I don't already.

Phone $288.40 by 11/16.

Car insurance $130 by 11/10.

Health insurance $61.62 by 11/3.

***feb2026 if you can help with any of my usual monthly bills, it makes it easier to take time off for hospital trips, overnight stays (ICU/ACU), and time to take with my partner when he's down for a day or two from post seizure fog.

Home total with rent is $3385. (this is my usual monthly output)

Now let's talk kitties. I need to get the babies adopted out, but no one will take them without their shots and being fixed, so

UPDATE: Local community offered to cover the spay and neuters NO CHARGE, so all I need to cover is their shots!!

My kitties don't do well with cheap food because I've kept them on such good diets till recently, below is their usual costs / upkeep (updated feb2026)

Food $350

Pee Pads $200

Litter $300

Waterless Shampoo $20

Pet Wipes $15

Laundry Deodorizer $20

treats + extras (this is optional but would love to spoil my babies again) $$$any extras for the babies are appreciated

Last, if I genuinely get all of this covered, it would be nice to catch up on my business as well (Miss Faye). That way, I don't keep losing links/platforms sharing ability, which costs me a lot of money in the long run. I unfortunately signed myself up a couple of years ago when I was doing a lot better for yearly/every couple of year plans, and they are expensive. I lose features if I change them now and will end up paying more for less if I lose these.

Main site (Miss Faye) paid every 2 years.

$900.90 (already past due) for website fees + running.

This also includes past due fees as well; this isn't the usual cost.

****moved to monthly plan with upcharge.(feb2026)

Weeble + Wobble paid yearly.

$373.23 (already past due).

***still past due as of feb 2026

My Merch Shop paid yearly.

$373.23 (already past due, same type of plan as Weeble and Wobble).

***still past due as of feb2026

Discord monthly.

$54.99 by 11/4 (they shut my custom link off, and people can't find the server).

*****this has been shut off every other month which keeps people from accessing my server / info / promo (feb2026)

Business fee total is (Jesus Christ fr) $1702.35.

***any monthly help to keep my sites running keeps them from going down.

I also have 2 therapy appointments every month that run $125 a session.

***I've missed a lot of therapy and done emails and I'd really like my regular appointments back (feb2026)

I do so much for so many around me and it's cost me so much in the long run from people who take advantage of that and while I still want to care for my community, I think it's time I ask for help in return. This is a LOT I know, but I would give anything to be back on my feet, working regularly, and able to do more community care again. It's what I love and I know it's needed right now. So, help me get back to helping you?