Zian's Freedom from Cancer Causing Toxic "Beauty"

Dear friends, family, soul family and tribe, thank you for taking your precious time to read my story.

Speaking this truth and asking for help is one of the most challenging things for me. I come to you with a broken open, heavy with the weight of a journey I never imagined I would embark upon. My name is Zian, and at 23, I believed the world that I wasn’t good enough. I was told that getting breast implants would enhance my life, make me feel more confident, and, ultimately, love myself. I was told they were safe and my only risk is that I would need to get them replaced in about 20+ years. Little did I know, those implants would become a silent destroyer, robbing me of my health, my vitality, and my very essence, even causing cancer and threatening taking my life completely.

For over 6 years, I've battled with a myriad of debilitating symptoms, feeling as though I was trapped in a body that was slowly betraying me. Doctor after doctor turned me away, dismissing my suffering as mere figments of my imagination. Coming to them with over 30 chronic symptoms, I was gaslit by every doctor, saying it’s “in my head” and I just have anxiety. After hearing this so many times, I silenced myself and accepted I was on my own. Maybe I was being dramatic, maybe I wasn’t spiritual enough to alchemize the sever fatigue, brain for, body aches, blurry vision, headaches, bloating, etc., maybe it is just in my head....

I tried everything in my power to heal myself—diets, yoga, meditation, breathwork, plant medicine, therapy, western medicine, you name it—but nothing seemed to alleviate the feeling that my body felt like it was shutting down. To the outside world, I am healthy. My passion is helping others love themselves, connect deeply with their bodies and others, and to become the master of their reality. Hosting transformational events that impact people forever brings me so much joy, but they have been becoming few and far between because my health will not let me. Little do people know, I have been bed ridden and sick after every event that I host. Little do people know that when I dance and express myself, I am in pain and battling severe light headedness. I want my health back, my energy back and a to give my body the ability to thrive so I can go back to helping others and enjoying life the way it’s meant to be enjoyed.

Very recently, like a lightening bolt from the Heavens, I stumbled upon the truth—breast implant illness. I learned that the very implants I had been led to believe were safe were, in fact, poisoning me from within. I found out, through my own research that my specific implants were recalled back in 2019 for being among the most toxic on the market, capable of causing rare and deadly forms of cancer, including Melanoma (which I was diagnosed with in 2021).

Every day feels like a battle for survival. The fatigue, the body aches, the breathlessness—it's as though I'm living with the flu, day in and day out. When I was a child, I was sexually abused, and then survived multiple rapes throughout my teens. My body was a prison and at 23, I was desperate to gain some control of it. I was uniformed, young and had no idea who I was. Through deep, spiritual work, I am madly in love with myself. I have compassion for the younger version of me that just wanted love. But, now, I want my body back. I want to give her a real chance to live and to be loved. I am sorry for poisoning her and I need your help to free myself.

I have done testing that shows I have multiple ruptures in my implants and that they are leaking deadly toxins into my body everyday. I am currently unsure if I have the rare form of Lymphoma caused by these implants (ALCL)… I am attempting to get biopsied prior to surgery, but that may not be an option. The MRI does shows fluid around the implant which is a sign that it may be ALCL. With that, this surgery is urgent.

I refuse to let my story end here. I refuse to let these toxic implants dictate the course of my life any longer. I refuse to be silenced by fear and despair. But I cannot do this alone. I need your help, your support, your compassion.

I am scared, terrified even, of what lies ahead. The thought of further complications sends shivers down my spine. But I am more terrified of the alternative—of allowing these implants to continue their relentless assault on my body until it can’t fight anymore.

I miss the person I used to be—the vibrant, passionate soul who lived life with purpose and meaning. I miss the transformational events, the connections forged, the lives changed. But most of all, I miss being able to help others—to guide them on their own journey of self-discovery and healing.

So I humbly ask for your assistance, your generosity, your kindness. Help me reclaim my life, my health, my body. Help me rid myself of these toxic implants once and for all, so that I can be rebirth into the healthy, vibrant human I am meant to be.

I have always prided myself on my independence, on my ability to weather any storm alone. But now, I realize that true strength lies in the courage to ask for help, to lean on one another in times of need.

Together, we can make miracles happen. I can’t wait to be on the other side.

Thank you, from the depths of my heart, for your kindness, your compassion, and your unwavering support.

With so love and gratitude,

Zian

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**PLEASE NOTE: I have exhausted other financial options - I will be transparent with where the money goes. I will be updating this page with breakdowns soon <3

BREAKDOWN:

Surgery: $19000

Pain Block: $400

Pathology/Cultures: $100 - $2000

Pre-Op Bloodwork: $150

Prescriptions: $100

Toxin Test: $500

Post Op Supplies: $300

AirBnb One Week: $1500

*For those of you who don't know, I live in my van and will need a private place to heal. If other options arise for a healing sanctuary, this will be removed from the page. ❤️