Diesel's Medical Procedure

Hey everyone, my sweet Boy Diesel's Hind legs gave out on him last night & he has been unable to walk or stand...  Today he was taken in & is currently hospitalized with IVDD (Intervertebral Disc Disease) Dr. Took him in today for inhouse hospitalization where he will undergo X-rays, be monitored & examined for the next 3 days where he will be daily injected & medically indused with Methocarbamol,  Hydromorphone, Pantoprazole Protonix IV, Famotodine & Dexamethasone ( muscle relaxers,  steroids & god knows what else) ... Dr says this is his ONE & ONLY hope unless I am willing to pay a $12,000 surgery.... otherwise the only other option will be to....  i dare not even say it .    .... Diesel isn't JUST my dog or my pet, I know a lot of us love our pets, but my Relationship with Diesel goes FAR more beyond that!!! From 8 weeks old to almost 4 years  later today He is my Ride or die! My one true soul companion & he has been there for me through everything!!!  He has been the most faithful & unconditional love one could  EVER have! He literally is my 4 legged son! My world ! I really don't know what I would do without him..  And I know one day I will have to say goodbye. .. BUT it is WAY TOO SOON!!! & I REFUSE to let him go like this when we have so much we're looking  forward to, after living 2 beautiful years alone together in Chicago we just relocated to the wedt coast this month! there is NO WAY I am giving up on him after he has been there SOOO much for me! Diesel really shares a connection with me, you can see it in his eyes with the way he looks at me & follows my every step no matter where we are ! & cries for me if I leave the room.... Splitting ways is not an option!! Because I Choose to belive He WILL Recover !!! We have so much to do together still !! Such a smart and good boy ❤ I am not the type to ask for money or help but I am in desperate need of financial aid!! And as shy as I am to reach out and ask for donations I AM DOING THIS FOR MY BOY WHO DESERVES A FIGHTING CHANCE!!! Such an unfortunate & sudden tragedy. I know many of us are facing hard times right now with COVID affecting work & pay , i am one of them; working as a flight attendant hours & pay has been heavily affected.  In the midst of these Hard times never did I expect to be facing this hardship too.  But my Diesel means Everything to me , so here i am stepping out of my confort zone , and asking with a humble heart for any small or generous donations to help pay for Diesel's medical procedure ❤  ANY  Donations are GREATLY APPRECIATED ❤ Thank You !!  -  prayers that my boy is up an running again also appreciated