Nicole white
40 years old have had issues I’ve been trying to solve for a year hospital bills racking up after job loss I’d rather not go into it. And having to leave another job both mental health and being taken advantage of. New job I just started is amazing got sick headed to express care puked loads into trash bad bad bad loose stool nausea stabbing pain level 10. I’ve missed 5 days from new job I just started but my bills are still going to come regardless. I can’t go to the gym I can’t volunteer at humane society quality of life not good. People that owe me money haven’t paid me back… does everyone see now why my theme song is dusty Springfield pet shop boys what have I done to deserve this…. This amount will make a small dent in what I owe for bills coming up over next months I’m not sure when I can return to work waiting on surgeon and release info money also will go towards buying colostomy bags and products. I was just getting back on track and now I have 20 in bank I took out a loan to pay majority of bills for November but the interest rate is over 400% unless I pay it off asap but I can’t since everything I do is physical. I also caretaker for my mom which won’t be happening until I’m better. You don’t know my life my ex from 2016 strangled me twice the cops were called I didn’t press charges they did it drunk and off their meds I’ve forgiven them. The move from San Diego to maine put me in deep depression and I’ve had other issues I just can’t get ahead I’m sick of people telling me to go to school and get in debt bartending is what I love to do maine is just a hard spot to make money. Again love the spot I’m at now! I have two cats I will never give up I love them more than anything and still laying on geralts bills even 5 dollars helps this isn’t self inflicted diverticulitis runs on both sides of family I didn’t ask to be born it’s not like I live a lavish lifestyle just because I have followers doesn’t mean I get money from it I was demonetized from ig for speaking on helping animals. Modeling is done now I have a scar 3-6 months in colostomy bags then another surgery after that