On October 2nd at 1:45 am, my water broke and AJ coming into the world! I was only 36 weeks and 2 days! 3 replaced epideral later and 10cm dilated around 12:20 October 3 I finally got to start pushing! I pushed for 2 and a half hours and she just wasn't coming Then the doctors and I made the decision to them to have try to suction her out because she was "so close to coming out" 30 mins later she still wouldn't come completely out and she was completely in the birth canal they decided to do an ememergncy c section (This was the farthest thing I wanted but I was told this was best for her and they are doctors so I believed them). In the middle of the c section I had told them I could still feel them cutting into me. They kept stating it was just pressure but it felt like the we're sawing me with an angle grinder I felt every slice of fat and cutting into my uterus. When they finally got her out of my womb she wasn't breathing and they had to revive her She was very blue due to loss of oxygen. They wouldn't tell me anything at all and just became very silent. She has low blood pressure and now she has bleeding between her scalp and skull and they are trying to stop it, she also has acid in her blood. Right now she is over a cooling bed to minimize any damage. We were informed it would only be a week that she would have to be for a week but this morning we were informed she will be here atleast a month. This is going to be really harsh on us with money due to chris is going to stop working because he wants and needs to be here to support both AJ and I. I JUST WANT TO HOLD MY BABY AND WE ARE PRAYING EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE OK Any little bit of donation and/or prayer will be beyond helpful. Thank you so much