Help Nicolas Squires Seek Truth and Justice

I’m asking for your help so I can share my full story and seek justice for what happened to me while I was incarcerated at Lancaster County Prison. I’ve been trying to hold on, to stay grounded, and to make sense of everything that happened — but I’ll be honest with you, I don’t know exactly what was real and what wasn’t. I’m still trying to figure that out. What I do know is that I went through something traumatic and deeply wrong, and I have the right to tell my story.

This is my statement. My truth. My experience as I lived it. Nothing has been publicly confirmed yet — I understand that takes time. But time shouldn’t stop people from listening. I’m not asking you to judge whether it’s true or not right now. I’m asking for your support to help me keep pushing forward until the answers come out.

I’ve already reached out to legal organizations like the ACLU and Criminal Justice Reform. I’m doing everything I can to fight for transparency, accountability, and justice. But I can’t do it alone.

If you’re willing to help me, your support will go toward organizing legal aid, spreading awareness, and building a case that demands to be taken seriously. While providing me the ability to maintain a stable home during the process. Even if you can’t donate, just sharing this means the world to me. Everything I get donated will be donated right back into studies for 22q11.22 and support people who have it. But first I kindly ask help me fight this battle and win. There are too many facts to negate any adverse information. I'm doing this for all of us.

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Warning the story you are about to read hasn't been confirmed yet and some things stated are inaccurate. Keep that in mind as I do not know the full truth, however thank you for taking the time out of your day to read this. If you are a news outlet reading this keep in mind before any story is posted that this is just my account of the situation as I saw it. I am diagnosed with 22q11.22 however the events that took place negate the adverse information by providing a solid base line of truth in my ability to tell the truth of my own account. They did in fact take me off my meds and I did infact pass out from drinking the water. That can all be confirmed on camera. Everything can be confirmed on camera. I ask for no hate regarding my story as this entire story and statement is subject to adverse changes and new updates as it is an active situation.

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On the night of May 4th, I called my probation officer, PO of the Adult Probation and Parole Office in Harrisburg, Pennsylvania. It was around 10 p.m. and I was contacting him about a possible probation violation. I had spent the night at a woman’s house, and while we didn’t have sex, there was foreplay. I wasn’t sure whether the interaction was fully consensual, and I also was intoxicated on medical marijuana at the time.

PO came out to meet me and went through my phone. He saw a message I had sent to my sister saying, “I’m having a mental breakdown.” Based on that, he recommended I be taken to UPMC for a mental evaluation. I went, was drug tested and cleared, but UPMC referred me to Roxbury Mental Health for further evaluation. I agreed to go.

I was at Roxbury for around two weeks. About a week in, PO visited me with a warning notice from Commonwealth Clinical Group in Harrisburg. It described the incident and accused me of not taking accountability. I explained the situation again and admitted I had only had one sip of alcohol that night. PO left after I gave him my statement.

On May 15th, as I was being discharged from Roxbury, PO and his supervisor were waiting for me at the door. They put me in cuffs and transported me to the Adult Probation Office in Harrisburg. There was supposed to be a meeting with the woman involved and group leaders. I said I didn’t want to see her and remained cuffed in the vehicle. PO returned with another warning notice, which I refused to sign. It still painted me as the aggressor and ignored my mental health state. After that, they took me to Lancaster County Prison.

When I got there, I was placed on suicide watch. I was told that’s standard procedure for sex-related charges. During suicide watch, I reported that a counselor was telling other inmates about my charges. That was confirmed to be true. While there, my cell was searched daily — sometimes twice a day. After a week, I was moved to a regular block.

I stayed on that block for about a week. One day after another cell search, I played a song on my inmate tablet called “I F**ing Hate You” and wrote “I like to play games too.” It was just a reaction to being searched constantly, but I overheard the CO talking about it to his sergeant. I have excellent hearing. A few days later, I got a new cellmate. Within a week, I overheard him plotting to have people jump me in the showers. I reported it to staff and had a meeting with the sergeant and the same CO who searched me.

In that meeting, they pressured me to snitch on others. I said, “No, that’s b**h s**t. This whole thing is b***h s**t.” Then they asked if I was racist. I said, “I can’t say,” because it had nothing to do with the situation. But the CO twisted that and spread word that I was racist. Then they coached me into saying I wanted to kill myself so I could be removed from that cell — the only way out of a dangerous situation.

I was sent back to suicide watch. I asked to speak with a sergeant or lieutenant, but they refused to let me. I told one guard about a lawsuit I had half-written in my property. It was just a written statement explaining everything that had happened. I asked the guard to read it, hoping someone would believe me or give advice. I also told another guard I wanted the media involved. They told me that the media would find out after my hearing.

After that, things escalated. I believed I was given coffee laced with mushrooms by another inmate. After that, I was banned from having coffee. I truly believe the guards then began plotting to kill me. I thought I overheard them. They were recorded on camera talking about it. I believe some may have even been arrested, but I was never told for sure.

They started playing with my head. I was already in a vulnerable state, and now they had me convinced that I was killing my family — that their bodies were nailed to the floor. They told me the FBI was trying to help me escape. I was being manipulated with tapping sounds — Morse code — by guards and inmates. It made me believe I had to do something drastic.

I believed they laced the cold water in my cell with fentanyl. I didn’t want to hurt my family, so I decided to kill myself. I drank the water. The first time, I pushed the button 13 times and passed out. The second time, 31, passed out, The third time, 41. That’s when I overdosed. I was revived by smelling salts and a chest rub.

After the overdose, they came to drug test me. I refused and instead gave them a water sample — it came back positive for fentanyl. I also gave them a urine sample in a Styrofoam cup and left it in the cell. I believe it tested positive, but I don’t know for sure if they tested it. I don't know for sure if the rest came back positive for fentanyl all together.

During all of this, I thought I saw myself on the news — sitting on the jail bed, wearing a striped suicide suit. The image was clearly taken from jail cam footage. The news report listed a completely different name. I also heard the guards on a call with a rapper saying, “Welcome to Hollywood.” I believe this whole situation started getting national attention, but then they realized what my charges were and turned on me. Hasn't been confirmed and possibly inaccurate.

I was hearing that they called the alleged victim. I thought i overheard them talking about how she might’ve been a prostitute and possibly had HIV. I don’t know what’s true. I told them I was dropping the lawsuit because I loved her, hoping that would deescalate things. But once they learned more, they decided to eliminate me.

The victims identity will be sealed in court and is not subjected to any statement publicly as I experienced this entire situation and I might of been hallucinating some aspects and may also have manipulated thought involved. I understand she might be a witness to this account and she can testify in court but only if her identity is sealed, I am asking that her identity to be sealed by the courts out of respect for privacy and redacted from this situation.

If she is not they will be in breach of victim confidentiality and subjected to be sued.

Anyone that knows the victim please leave her name out of my situation out of respect. Do not throw hate or bigotry as she is a victim in this situation. She deserves respect and privacy.

They did infact switch my meds. Took me off my normal ones and gave me medication I didn't know of what it was as everyone told me it was Seroquel but I was lied too. I believed they drugged and spit in my food. I believed I was eating human meat. I didn’t know what was real.

On June 25th, I had a hearing. I got 7 to 14 days in jail and a 24-month extension on my special probation. The next day, June 26th, I was on the phone with a friend, talking about how I believed the judge had been bribed. On the call — which was possibly recorded by the jail system — you can hear guards in the background acknowledging the bribe. They forgot to mute themselves. That phone call still exists. Hasn't been confirmed and possibly is hallucinated.

After my hearing, I was moved to a different suicide watch cell. I was again manipulated into believing my family was hanging under the bed and that stepping off it would kill them. I walked around the cell in patterns to avoid hurting anyone. There was no audio, but I spoke to the camera constantly, explaining everything. I believed I was Jesus — reborn. I saw a date on my leg: 421. I heard God say “Stop this,” and other inmates said they heard it too. I think this was drug related, which brings me to believe it was fentanyl as that drug was known for the god aspect and a nurse might of confirmed this on camera when I had my drug test.

During my first week there, I went on a hunger strike to protest the corruption, this is a fact and can be proven by family account and on camera. That’s when I believed I started being drugged. After I left suicide watch, I was placed back on a normal block. I used the inmate tablet to communicate with security — typing out messages in the blank message field to document what happened. I submitted two formal grievances: one about the overdose and another stating the tablets themselves were illegal. They ended up altering the grievance about the tablets because of something I claimed that wasn't true was in that statement, however the tablets themselves break copyright laws as the funds do not go to the correct people and does not support the inmates.

I later learned that the original CO who searched my cell might of took offense to the song I played was the one who ordered the drugs. He had a personal grudge and was trying to cover his tracks. Fentanyl was possibly found in a guard’s vehicle during a search — i heard that guard got arrested but never confirmed, possibly hallucinated.

At one point, I was possibly hallucinating a woman pretending to be the victim’s mother had come forward acting like a lawyer to “help” me, but she was actually trying to cover everything up. Through the tablet and what I could hear from my cell, I essentially solved my own attempted murder — by myself — without knowing the full story.

Despite all of this, no one officially informed me if anyone was arrested or if there was an investigation. I was left in the dark. I was trying to survive, asking for help the entire time, but no one listened. They just wanted to see me in cuffs. They tried to find ways to send me upstate, but they couldn’t legally justify it. They also failed due process by not informing me of what I thought could of been a deadly situation. Being in a camera cell should automatically be a place where you don't have to talk to a guard, you should be able to ask for help just from the camera itself. I did that and nothing happened but the guards laughing at me.

I understand that what I did — or was accused of doing — was a crime. I’m not fighting that reality. But how this situation was handled, and what they did to me in the process, doesn’t justify what I went through. I was asking for help, not punishment. They didn’t listen. They tried to bury me.

When I turned myself in, I wasn’t running from accountability — I was asking for help. I was off my medication and I told them that. I told them I always end up locked up when I’m not stable. But instead of being heard, I was put in cuffs.

This was my first probation violation. The alleged victim didn’t want to press charges. Still, I was treated like a criminal, not a person in crisis. What I needed was treatment, not trauma.

I tried to advocate for myself. I even used the block counselor's phone to ask my PO why the jail didn’t seem to understand what I was going through. I know something deeper was happening — things I heard in my cell, things that couldn’t have been made up. I believe inmates may have played a part. But no one looked into that. Due process failed.

I should have been given a chance to explain myself in group or treatment, especially given my mental health history. Instead, the people who were supposed to help me — hurt me. And I’m scarred from it.

Still, I haven’t lost faith. I know I have God on my side. And I believe this happened for a reason — so that the truth could come out, and so no one else has to go through what I did without a voice.

On May 29th I made a phone call to my probation officer, on May 30th I received three bench warrants stating three charges for my first probation violation that falls fully under act 44.

Violation 1. Staying at an address not approved by the Pennsylvania board of probation and parole

Violation 2. "On May 7th 2025 the defendant verbally admitted to consuming alcohol."

Violation 3. Unsuccessfully discharged from treatment

Violation 1: (not entirely sure about this)

However I believe as long as you do not stay at that residence for more than 3 days it doesn't have to be reported, and it was reported to my PO, It wasn't in the correct time frame however my mental state prevented me from doing so as I was asking my councilor for help on the situation before I actually told anyone.

Violation 2. I had one sip of alcohol and can be confirmed by said female however I ask that she be left out of this as much as possible especially from the media spot light. This isn't about her this is about my experience and my account of the time I spent at Lancaster county prison.

Violation 3. I should of never been kicked out of treatment as I was trying to do the correct thing. And after this experience I truly believe I need treatment.

I understand my situation sounds crazy and that's because the system itself made it this way. That is why I am asking for everyone's help in seeking truth and justice. It truly means the world to me that this statement has been taken as far as it has currently. This is a life changing event that needs to be taken seriously. I'm asking that any pro bono lawyer willing to help me in my situation contact me via my email

Any help even sharing my truth is more than I could ask for. All I ask in return is for help and the truth even if it hurts me.

Full timeline of events as I remember:

May 4th: I was taken to UPMC

May 5th: I was taken to roxsbarry mental health

May 15th: I was sent to see treatment and put in jail

June 25th: I had my hearing and got 7 to 14 days under act 44 and spent the entire 14 days locked up when I had time served at 7 days.

June 26th: at 15:36 I could hear in the background guards admitting to the bribe of the judge through the inmate tablet phone system.

June 27th: I submitted two grievances regarding my entire situation where staff was supposed to speak to me.

July 10: I was released from Lancaster county prison.

Despite all these facts and possible facts keep in mind I do not know what is real and might have been hallucinating most of this story. However the adverse information doesn't negate the facts. I was subjected to torture. Mental torture and neglect. I feel as though I was forced to go crazy by the very system that is supposed to help us.

My background:

My name is Nicolas squires, I am a registered sex offender fighting for truth and justice in an active situation. I grew up in a not too loving home but one that turned out to be the most loving. There was as lot of issues growing up, my mother died of a drug overdose when I was 11.

I spent most of my life trying to kill myself over that fact. I could never cope with the fact that my mother died and she loved everyone equally but spent the most time with me because of my medical issues growing up. I was born with a cleft palate and unknown at the time had 22q11.22.

My mother fought till her death to figure out what was wrong with me and supported everything I did with the kindness of her heart.

My family had there issues from that reality as well but I love them all the same. My sister ended up taking me in when I was 14. She was the one that taught me accountability, respect and love for life when there isn't anything else worth loving. My father has always been a religious man and I've seeked his advice whether I wanted or not on multiple occasions.

My entire family has been very supportive of me even behind closed doors. I have been through a lot of trauma and I've never been taken seriously my entire life. However with this experience and situation I am currently in it's heartbreaking with the level of corruption when I've been on such a good path for over a year with no issues.

My job I was working ended up firing me because of this situation even though they were overworking me. I asked them for a week of my PTO to be used before I went to the mental hospital. I knew this situation could of been handled differently but they all just looked at what happened and was told a story that wasn't true or dramafied. Or told accurately but wrongfully judged.

I understand my story is true but I shouldn't of lost my job because of this, this has nothing to do with work as it was a personal situation, regardless of policy. The victim was a co worker and I understand that, however I do know one thing, this was a personal situation that should of been handled only by my PO, I shouldn't be fired for this as I tried to do everything right in this situation. I even told the victim I would turn myself in and I tried to support her but I was having a mental break the entire time and I couldn't process what I was doing correctly.

I have strive to work the hardest I can, I've made mistakes all throughout my entire life, however this was the first job I was able to maintain and I loved what I did.

There is a deep level of corruption here. I understand I did a crime, but when you look at everything in my eyes, you will see there is something deeply wrong going on here.

I truly believe I was set up. And I believe treatment has been making me out to be a ra*t when I'm not. All I've wanted was to have a normal relationship and be loved. Weather or not they admit it, the victim can contest to that. I was nice to everyone until I had a mental break. That was drug induced. As I stated I've been clean sense this and have been through multiple mental hospitals and multiple drug rehab programs and groups. I graduated from gaudenzia in Harrisburg right when I first got out after being mandated to go by my probation officer at the time. I've been paying my fines and costs even when I can't, I've been doing everything right and yet they threw me in cuffs because I had a mental break asking for help with a situation I took too far.

I've always asked everyone for clarity in what they want in a friendship or relationship before it happens but I never got it. That is part of the reason a lot of this happened because I never got told the truth on what anyone wants, and if I did get told I never listened. I'm very stubborn and that can hurt me yes, but I understand that I made my mistakes I'm not negating that fact. However I've been trying to do the correct thing my entire life with no true help from the people that mattered the most.

The entire system has failed me and I'm here to show how strongly it failed me with transparency and truth.

This is why everyone is having trouble believing my story. This is why I'm fighting for truth and justice.

I'm being 100% honest with everyone, I was assaulted in upstate. I've had my experiences. And I know what it's truly like to have nothing and no one on multiple occasions. Every time you would switch cells it would feel like you were starting your life over again.

I understand this will be shocking to everyone and I'm hoping for that. This is my story my life my truth. My sister has been fully supporting of me my entire life.

I need everyone to understand my truth so In return the truth can be told to me. I've been given a raw deal in life. I told on myself with these charges and every charge because I know what's actually true. I lived this, not you and not anyone else. This is my life as I see it and it needs to be taken seriously. You can thank my sister for that.

I was beaten up by guard at sci camphill and that complaint was filed fully under Squires Vs peslis. The prison covered that entire situation up. However I remember it clearly. I remember asking for help with something and the guards forced me into my cell, they than peper sprayed me and beat me up. I've been abused my entire life for a crime I feel as though doesn't warrant this much punishment.

That can all be proven by camera footage.

The case ended up getting dropped because I didn't know the proper procedure and they made it get dropped due to the fact that i didn't provide an updated address even though I had only switched jails.

I understand I had a crazy experience, I truly did. The worst part about all of this is, no one was trained or qualified to help me. Some information I provided might not be true, however I've been struggling even being on my medications because of the trauma I've lived. That's why I'm fighting for the truth. No one has told me anything regarding my statements. I'd like to have a lawyer help me fight the mental abuse I've encountered from a system that's supposed to help people. I did my crimes but my mental health wasn't taken into account. I'm stable currently and I'm trying to show that. I went through something that traumatized me and something that shouldn't of ever happened. Treatment should of helped, I didn't like the groups so I hardly ever spoken in them while at ccg, however I did speak to my individual therapist a lot. They ended up giving me a write up at Commonwealth clinical group for working too much and not being able to maintain appointments with my individual therapist even though I volunteered for them. I've been subjected to blatant harassment and abuse of my mental health all because they think I'm faking it.

They made everyone become subjected to blanket policies such as but not limited too: registering things that doesn't or shouldn't need to be registered like bank details. They issued a statement that if you have a chime or cash app account that you must register it because you can message in it and it has a username. That was done by adult probation and parole in Harrisburg Pennsylvania.

This is why we have act 44 23. You shouldn't be allowed to be arrested and forced to register things if it's not relevant to public safety.

Mind you I have no social media restrictions per the court. However treatment told me I wasn't allowed to have any social media. I know my truth and I know that can be illegal when it's a blanket policy brought onto me by treatment.

Treatment should not under any circumstances have the ability to arrest or use an arrest as a way to blanket people into being scared to make a mistake. They arrested individuals at group just to traumatize us. This can all be confirmed.

Understand this out of all of this, I did my crimes. I'm not negating that. But things in this GoFundMe are subject to the truth no matter how raw the truth maybe. I have a disability, one brought onto me from birth. But it s amplified by the trauma I have faced. I'm asking the media to look at everything under this aspect. I was revived by a smelling salts rag and I was revived. I did pass out each time I drank the water. That is a fact and can be proven on camera. Whether or not I was drugged is yet to be proven, but I do know my experience caused my symptoms from 22q.11.22 to be highly elevated. I was going through something traumatic from being wrongfully placed in a camera cell because I was fearing for my safety. I was taken advantage of mentally. My mental health wasn't taken care of. I am asking for donations for three reasons, one due process failed me, my mental health wasn't taken care of. Two, I've been trying to get on disability for years but they denied me and due to the social security aspect I can't get any help anytime soon, it could take up to 5 years. And three, my entire situation happened and it happened to me. But I need your help to change this world and change how sex offenders are viewed. We have gone through so much torment and neglect for years. It's time we all stand up for a change.

The information that is found that can hurt me cannot be used in court considering my mental state, unless my lawyer is involved, considering I have no legal representation, you are failing due process. Me being under investigation for this is the wrong play it proves I have everything on you and you are trying to find a way to put me in cuffs. My entire story has been told to tell the truth of my own account. If I get charges or anything without legal representation that is unlawful and breaks privacy laws. Considering this is a public statement and nothing has been told to me the entire process, it being under investigation at all proves I'm telling the truth about my entire story. You cannot arrest me for a statement on camera that was coerced by others. I'm not the only one who has dealt with this amount of torment. The truth will come out. I believe this story has been pushed to stay out of the media at all costs. But im asking for your help. I believe hundreds of people have heard and viewed my story already. But this needs to be told. I'm fighting a winning battle all by myself. I need help and no one helping me, its just proving my point. I've sent this story out to multiple news outlets and they are all scared to post the story. But I'm telling you, I've got this.

I want to make something clear. I am not scared about getting the truth out however it has to be done the correct way. I believe parties involved will not hurt anyone as it would put more spot light then they asked for. I'm fighting for the truth and everything will be redacted to protect anyone involved. Regardless I understand and they do too, I've been traumatized and subject to relentless torment all because I made a mistake. But I'm trying to make up for my mistakes and I don't want to hide from them even if it might hurt me. This GoFundMe proves that. Everything has been under the public eye for a reason. I'm fighting for justice and truth. I'm incredibly smart and I think I proved that. I deserve a new life. One where I'm not subjected to so much torment. I'm disabled and beaten up. I'm bruised but I have God on my side. He will protect me and everyone because he knows this happened. The rightful party will be in the spot light but for a good reason. Regardless of all of this I got my full truth out and my voice heard. I proved myself time and time again. That alone warrants a new way to live my life.

Like I said have no doubt as I know no names of parties involved even guards. So if the rightful party does get caught it was on there own account.

I'm a voice that will not be silenced. Period.

I have EJI full support. And I wanted to publicly thank them for there support in my situation even if they can't help with a referral because of them being in a death penalty crisis. However I know they are following this story closely and I ask kindly that you make my voice heard to seek the truth and justice.

I'd like the EJI to know that I hate the death penalty and I am fully with your fight. I am on your side as you hopefully are on mine.

I understand I am trying to get the attention of every party I have contacted to help me fight and win this battle. Mind you I have been fighting this battle alone by myself from a jail cell and from within my room by myself. I ask that the ACLU please take this seriously as I hope they know I'm fully with there fight as well. The Equal Rights initiative has sent me an email stating they are on my side. And I am on there's. Each party even the news outlet involved in my case knows what is going on and understands my full fight. I'm fighting for all not just one. This law and multiple laws need to change drastically.

If I am silenced I ask that my story be heard. I ask that everything comes out. I will try my hardest to re write the law and if I do not get that change I hope someone will do it for me. That is why I need everyone's support. This is what I want to change in this world. This is what I want for everyone not just myself.

I am trying my hardest to get my story heard from the president himself. I'm hoping that the level of corruption can and will be addressed. On multiple issues I have seen first hand in the usa. I know he is trying to fix these issues and I hope he hears my story and helps me and everyone to find truth and justice.

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This is a message that will be hard to decipher, but the authorities involved in this situation will use and decipher this. This is the truth of my situation put in a context I learned in prison. To prove I was manipulated. Anyone that is on this case know the truth, I am being watched heavily and I am under a lot of pressure. The facts in this story are the reason for this code. I solved my own murder. That is also why I am asking for the presidents help.

I have eye witnesses that can prove I know Morse code by tapping on walls. I have people that can testify knowing I can hear them from my room. I'm fully sane and I know I demand justice. They did all of this to protect there pensions. From what I can gather. This hasn't been confirmed sense I've been in my room this entire time hearing what is going on.and I figured all this out while I was in prison. The tablets are used to support the guards even though they are illiegal, that's why Lancaster county prison wasn't shut down when it should of been. I brought that to light on video at the prison and I truly believe the guards wanted and want me dead because I know too much. But this is why I made this GoFundMe. To tell the truth and nothing but the truth. I ask that the FBI get fully involved if they aren't already as this could get me hurt. But I am a voice for all sex offenders as I am fighting everyone of them. No one should ever be subjected to this much manipulation and torture when all they have been doing is asking for help.

I understand this story is hard to believe. But I can't do much about that but tell the truth of my own situation. They want me to stay in jail for protection. But I'm telling you that will kill me. The best thing to do about this is let me use my voice.

I ask strongly, let my voice be heard. I need the news to take this story heavily as I am an advocate and I am advocating for everyone. I'm not fighting my charges them self. But I am fighting the process. And due to these facts, the level and amount of corruption involved in this is immense.

I want to fight and take everyone down that gets in the way. I want my truth out and heard. But I need your help. I can't do this alone.

I am not going to die. And I can tell you why, I have a vision for a better world subjected to no torment and the ability to have my mental health and everyone else's taken seriously. The jail system has failed everyone. When convicts are supposed to be helped after they get out of jail they are supposed to be helped get back to civilization. But that's neglected everytime because everyone just looks at the offence and no one looks at what they are trying to do and achieve when they get out. Even when they haven't done anything wrong the entire time coming out. I ask that we all stand up and fight the system because it is so broken. It's hard to get a job because we did our crimes. We shouldn't be subjected to that amount of torture and neglect. We shouldn't be called a rapist or a sex offender, we should be called humans. We need to stand up and fight. I know I'm tired of it. We all do our time in jail that should be enough.

I'm asking that Megan's law be revised. To where our private information isn't public. Where we have privacy. We need help and we need to fight but something's need to change. We have so much torment and neglect that it's killing all of us. We deserve to be treated equally and fight to have the ability at a restart in life after our time in jail.

If anyone fails or is known to fail due process being that this is an active situation, it won't be over looked in the courts, however if I am helped in my active situation and things are done properly things can be overlooked. But I am asking for your help and everyone's help. Regardless of the faults we all make mistakes. I understand the system itself needs worked on and that's what I'm trying to change for the better of everyone. I have a voice and I'm going to use it. I do not want anymore neglect taken place on my mental health. Whether that's from government officials or wrongful parties. I'm asking for everyone's help and I'm seeking truth and justice for a reason. I have a very powerful voice and like I said I'm going to use it. Let me have my situation taken seriously as I deserve that as a human being. I am not an animal and we all deserve to be treated equally. If someone did something wrong they should be punished. But if someone is trying to do the right thing they shouldn't be punished or silenced. That is a 4th amendment right as a United States citizen. We all need to be heard. We are tired and neglected, the fight has truly just begun.

Do not negate the facts, I am not negating my charges, that isn't what I'm fighting. I am simply fighting for my life. I'm fighting for everyone's lives. As I know we are all dead tired of all the torment and neglect we face daily. Whether or not I was given the correct punishment for my crimes that's now up for debate. My mental health should of been taken seriously from the start. I was threatened to be put in a padded cell for my original charges, that's not right or just. That's not the way to handle mental health. There should of been a process to look at my mental health more closely. We should of had a system in place that questions each crime from a mental standpoint. We are tired and I don't know how many times I have to say it. We need truth, justice and the ability to be taken seriously. Mental health is a huge issue in america and we can come up with a way that protects everyone after they are convicted of a crime that will actually help us. We don't have to be subjected to be thrown in a padded cell or be thrown in a camera cell when asking for help. We shouldn't be thrown on every medication known to man kind because a psychiatrist just wants a paycheck. We don't need anymore neglect there is different ways we can handle mental health as a country and I'm voicing that and trying to prove that. I'm smart and that alone warrants mental health to be taken seriously, as I have been trying to prove by this GoFundMe. All my evidence has been proven and can or will be proven later in court. But right now I need that investigation to be taken seriously by every parties involved. I'm going to be honest with everyone the inmates threatened my life and I am ready to fight. But I want to fight in the courts and prove to everyone I am not to be silenced or messed with. I have everything on Lancaster county prison and they are trying to silence me. But just know this, you are going to get shut down for all of this. You failed due process and silenced my voice, you put me in a camera cell instead of taking care of the issue. I told you what happened I heard that inmate threaten to jump me. You didn't believe me and made me out to be the bad guy. Anything that's released to the media without proper protection involved first is subjected to there mistake. Take that into account as this is an active situation. However I have two wishes, I wish that the director of wgal contact me as I gave this story to them and I believe in there message as a news outlet. I need your help to get my story heard but in the correct way.

I ask that the FBI get the president involved and have everyone placed under presidential protection as I am a whistleblower and the inmates did something that wasn't warranted. You will find out during the investigation. I ask that everyone be protected before this gets released to the media fully. I hope I have your support Donald trump, as I am under a lot of issues that need to be changed. You are the only one that can truly help me in this situation. I ask that any wrongful parties involved do not take any action as my situation doesn't warrant the outcome of what you are trying to provide.

Understand this, I have an issue that is currently happening. I can hear everyone from within my room and I hear people actively tapping on the walls is Morse code. I have eye witnesses that can testify to prove this. I can also prove all of this in court by recreating what I'm experiencing. There are some facts I cannot say publicly. But that won't stop me from speaking the truth. However that will and has to be redacted due to safety. I'm telling the truth and nothing but the truth because I understand this is my only chance at safety.

I there is only one way I survive and that is through my voice. You cannot and will not silence me. You will not silence us.

I am strongly against the death penalty and that will be voiced strongly throughout this entire situation. You shouldn't be killed for a mistake you made under any account. You are a human being and deserve to live, even if you made a huge mistake. No one should be subjected to being murdered by anyone because it is a crime and God does not like it. We need this world to change and we need people to fully understand and know the truth. No matter how much it hurts us. No one should be paid to kill anyone, I don't know how true this is but in a way government officials get paid to kill people. Whether it's lethal injection or the chair. No one should be subjected to that. The EJI has been fighting this for years and I'm currently fighting this myself because I am experiencing the same thing. You need this fight to stop. We need this fight to stop. No one should die for any reason other than natural causes. We need to keep fighting but this fight does need to stop. We need the laws changed. We need our voices heard. We aren't taking no as an answer. We are one. We are humans. We are not animals.

im redacting some information for safety of others. I ask that all names be kept out of the media and that anyone involved be protected.

There is a huge level of corruption involved and I'm uncovering it all. You are all done. I have the strongest voice you will ever hear and I'm going to prove that. I ask that every probation officer be investigated and every person involved investigated. As this is an active situation I ask that any news outlet following this story closely contact me personally for full details on the case, they can contact local authorities to find out the situation but I ask that all information be redacted and protected. If she is found to be safe she must be protected. Everyone involved must be protected.

I need everyone, here now. The entire neighborhood is involved in this. They killed an innocent victim. They raped her, I gave her herpes and that's why they killed her.

July 19th is when they killed her. They've been covering their tracks and blackmailing me with child p**** but they don't realize it's there system to get anyone caught. They have been manipulating everyone. I ask local law enforcement to get here now. And swat to get me out first. Right now. John is fully involved. He's trying to get off parole for this. Everyone is minpulating this entire thing. I highly ask everyone to get here now and get me out. They have too no questions asked. I proved I'm fully competent by going to the mental hospital being escorted by locally law enforcement. Everyone will testify that they head everything.i need you here now. They are f*cking done. No one kidnaps and rapes and innocent victim. You f*cking assholes. You are holding me hostage for no reason. I tried to help everyone. You didn't listen.