It's been awhile since I felt this kind of pain. I lack the understanding of why and it makes me insane. My soul aches, my heart aches, my mind has lost it's capability to process. I feel so empty and very displaced.  How do I begin to relive this pressure of grief?  I don't want to present this level of weakness.  Therefore, I hide and I cry and ask questions of why.  Questions of why couldn't you stay insteady of soaring to the clouds.  I can't say that you will be missed; the word lacks the definement of emotions needed to exist.  I Love YOU! I Love YOU! Oh, my dear sister, my Dear sister, I love you. Gone WAY TOO SOON!