Fight depression Get Fit

Alittle about me. I have been working since I was 13 years old. I went to school and worked all thoughtout junior high and high school. I immediatley went into the Air Force where I was full time and attendning night classes. I worked for 5 years until I had a child and dedicated my life to staying home being a Mom. I then completed my bachelors degree in psychology.  Later in my life I felt unfillfilled, and moved into modeling and acting. 

Why do I need help? The biggest concerning issue right now is how bad my depression has gotten. To the point where there are days I can not leave my bed, can not eat or barely function. I am isolated working from home and getting very few model jobs. I hate admitting it bc people tend to think either 1 you are weak or 2 you just want attention. But the fact remains I have been diagnsed with clinical depression with panic disorder for 17 years.

Theres a strong genetic link coming from a family of people with depression on drugs and or comitting suicide. I never knew my grandfather, aunt or uncle on my Mom's side as they lost their lives due to addiction or suicide. Until now I have been dealing with my depression pretty  well. Things have gotten rough.
Living in La is expensive and bc of all the media piracy it is harder and harder to get work. I miss my family and I am struggling. I have college debt as well.  

I want to be abe to continue to entertain you all and be happy. I also want to be able to take care of my family as they mean the world. I have been working so hard and just not getting by. Please help me get this smiling face you see above back. I don't want to give up and certainly do not want to be constantly popping xanax to survive. I want to be healthy.This life here is beyond stressful and I need to say FUCK you depression. 

This money will help me get out of the house see a trainer, get fit, feel better, and probably end up with a lot more work! Anyone who donates will be rewarded greatly. Please remember this is a family oriented mainstream site so please don't be inappropriate.

From the bottom of my heart, thank you. Anything you can do to keep me from going down a bad path, means more than you will ever know.

Breakdown for money needed 6 months: This is an ideal goal, even if I get to half it will help a lot.

Trainer/Gym: $3600
Tanning: $600
Food and Health supplements: $1000
Help wipe away some immediate debt: $3800
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Bella Flynnster 
Los Angeles, CA
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