Please help me bury my son

Hello my name is Monique Manning and yesterday around 5:32 pm my WHOLE LIFE went crashing DOWN when I got a phone call that my second born son Joseph Ballard went missing in the lake while just trying to have a good time with friends and family I hit the floor so confused and lost but I knew I had to get to my SON my friends rushed me to PRUE lake praying they found my baby praying he was safe we drove 40 Minutes which felt like a LIFE TIME I ran out the car to where my son and his friends where praying my baby was safe HE WAS STILL IN THE WATER they didn’t pull my baby out the water till about 8:52pm immediately I broke down as I seen them pull MY SONS LIFELESS BODY OUT THE LAKE  my heart stopped my son didn’t deserve this HE WAS A SWEET ENERGETIC INTELLIGENT PLAYFUL LOVING CARING MOMMAS BOY MY SONSHINE Due to COVID sadly I am unemployed this couldn’t have happened at a worst time I am asking my friends and family and anybody who will listen please help me bury my son help me lay my baby to rest the worst feeling in the world is as a mother not being able to bury your own kid which NO MOTHER should have to go through we are also asking for prayer love and positive vibes