My moms funeral

Hey everyone my name is Jordan im 19 and from Harrisburg PA and yesterday I got the worst news of my life. First let me tell you back story, so my mom was an Alcoholic she went to rehab 5 different times for it and that only helped for a month or two at a time. After so many years of drinking like anyone it caught up to her. She started to have so many health problems she weighed barely over a 100 lbs she couldn't walk or function at all she just layed in bed that's all she could do. Then 3 days ago my dad called off work to take her to her doctors appointment and she stood up and started gushing blood from her mouth, nose, and her private part. So my dad called the ambulance and she was rushed to the ER. She was in there for 2 days and they wouldn't really tell us anything or know what's wrong. Then last night my dad got a call a 1:39 am to come to the hospital quick they need to make decisions. So my dad goes by himself and after about an hour he comes home and wakes me and my little brother up telling us to go say our goodbyes to our mom. I'm still in shock to be honest. When we get there there was blood everywhere and they keep giving her blood but it goes right out. She was awake and coherent and wasn't in any pain. Her liver doesn't work anymore and you can't live without a liver. There's nothing that anyone can do witch is the worst part. Some of you might say she did this to herself witch she did but it's a truly sickening actual disease. She was only in her 50's. The reason I'm making this is to help my dad out with the funeral as a suprise because he needs and deserves it. I thank everyone for reading this far if you did. Anything helps a penny a dollar even a share of this. Thank you all in advance and I appreciate every single one of you. Thank you so much❤️