I'm not even really sure how to begin to ask. But as most of you know, I've been having some pretty bad ups and downs lately. I've been struggling with countless things and have continued to struggle. Even when trying my absolute hardest to get through the heartache and pain of losing the love of my life, for some reason I just can't seem to catch a break. With putting in hundreds of applications, I still have not been able to land a job. Yes, I am working at the stadium but only on game days, and it's the bare minimum hours. I do get unemployment also, but that barely covers my other bills and bare essentials, which has then put me in a severe financial bind to where I may lose my apartment. I too have also looked into getting assistance, but don't qualify.

So with that being said and as much as it kills me and my pride and is literally my last resort, I have no other choice but to reach out and ask for help. I don't want any of you to feel obligated or feel the need to put yourself in a bind, but if there is anything you can do to help me in any way. Whether you donate , sharing the post or even ask if I’m okay, I would be forever grateful and beyond appreciative. Once I get myself in a better position, I will do whatever it takes to give back any way I can.

I can't thank you all enough for the love and support that yall have given me already, and it hurts me that I even have to ask for more. But I really don't know what else to do.

Thank you again and God Bless