Hi. I’m using the name Naughty Angel because I don’t want my neighborhood and surrounding area to know my identity and how poor I am.
13 years ago I was doing well for myself. I bought my small house and a vehicle. Money was far from an issue. Then I became mentally ill wasn’t able to work, so my doctor applied for me to get on disability. I have 2 kids that I was sharing 50/50 with their dad. Well now (very recently) he has full custody due to my mental health issues. So I have that weighing on my shoulders. I miss my kids very much. My daughter disowned me and told me to never try and contact her again. My son still wants to see me, but only for a little bit. My house doesn’t feel like a home anymore. It’s too quiet here.
Anyway, now that the kids live full time with their dad I no longer get baby bonus, or child support, and my disability amount will go even lower. That’s half of my normal income. I believe I will be left with around $1000.
Mortgage $400
consumer proposal $400
house insurance $145
car insurance $145
thats over $1000 right there. I still need to pay for my hydro, gas, and water bills. I need gas for my vehicle to get around because I live out of town. Groceries, toiletries, etc. also my cell phone for emergencies or contacting family and friends. Let’s not forget emergency money for things like oil changes, vehicle repairs, etc.
I feel like I’m going to lose my house, and that’s all I have left. If I lose this house I will never find a cheaper place to live. I’ll lose everything that I’ve worked so hard to get over the past few decades, and I’ll be homeless. This is just another big and heavy load of stress on my shoulders. I’m at rock bottom here. I am awake for most nights not sleeping at all for a 3 day stretch then last night I got a 12 hour sleep in. Tonight, no sleep again. All I do is worry and I have to keep asking my dad for money. That’s not fair for him as he is trying to make money while he still can for retirement. He isn’t aware that my income has been cut in half though and I don’t expect him to give me $1000 a month. That’s insane and greedy. So, I’m here. Not just asking YOU for help, but hopefully many people with small donations that add up to a lot. Please share this page for me. I’m desperate. Every dollar counts. So if you can only donate $1 please do it. Thanks for reading and hopefully helping me out. I really appreciate it more than you know. xo ❤️