As much as this has become a huge surprise to me and a very scary moment in my life, I have tried and tried to humble myself to share with others my latest news without success.  I have always prided myself for being strong and independent, loyal and loving but today I am not strong. Nor do I feel so independent. 
I have become accustomed to giving and losing. Not just a year ago I had to sign over two of my houses, my retirement accounts, bank accounts and anything of cash value to the federal government which took everything my children’s dad and I worked for. I went from a at-home mom who had no worries but to put dinner on the table and tend to the children and house to losing all my possessions and was told to move on with my children with nothing but some furniture and clothes. 
We had a successful business. We had employees. We hired veterans. But unfortunatly the father of my children decided to do business with someone whom he was not authorized to get and sell merchandise from. 
I was an innocent mother who got into many arguments begging him to teach me what’s going on in the business but he refused to allow me to know and encouraged me to stay home with the children. So, it became a huge surprise to me when the government came in taking everything. They sent him to prison and I was left with the mess of finding out what really was going on with our business and having to fight for my rights to save my houses and retirement and savings. I lost. There is no protection to innocent victims married to someone who commits a crime. 
My children and I were left to defend and survive for ourselves. I was sinking alone. 
I made hard decisions and my struggles were difficult. I ended up deciding to move closer to my mom where I could get help from my only family member who is my mom and also a huge job apprenticeship. I spent my last penny making it here with high hopes. I also moved here for many other reasons but it didn’t work out as planned and very quickly my life and goals were turn upside down and put on hold. 
Two weeks ago I was diagnosed with triple negative breast cancer. I felt a lump in my breast a couple months ago and immediately made an apt. It came out positive and as I was transitioning into a new career and a new life, everything came to a hault. I am now knee deep in apointments and just this last week had ten appointments and a ER visit. The stress of not being able to work and being now a single mom who has four babies whom are depending on me and having to now struggle to stay alive. My bestest friend walked out on me after hearing the diagnosis and I became alone. 
I ended up in the ER with a result of what they called an extreme anxiety enduced episode.  
Today I am shaking and Scared. I Sent my children to school today with no breakfast because we are out of money. I’ve been Running  around trying to get free school lunches,  looking for organizations to help me to pay bills and looking for help to pay my current bills on my table.  My worst fear is being on the streets with my four boys and having to battle cancer.  Chemo is going to make my immune system bottom out and I won’t be able to bring in an income to keep us afloat. 
I need to survive. My babies need me. we need help. I have exhausted many ideas and resources and now am turning to Go Fund Me for help. I’m prideful and now I feel ultimately defeated. I just don’t know how we will survive 5-6 months without income. 
My children and I really need your help. We have been struggling for two years now and need blessings and prayers. To survive we need 2000 a month to not become homeless. I’m asking please if anyone can help us and take away our worries before chemo and surgery starts in the next weeks to please help us. Please help me to have a fighting chance as a single mother to get through this. I am all they have and I am terribly scared. 
I know I will have many medical bills and I am not concerned for this but more so in the now moment of survival for my children. Please if you could consider helping us during this difficult time, I will return my gratitude and pay back my supporters whom have given their hearts to me and my children. I will overcome this. I will restart my career when this is over and I will succeed. Thank you for your time in reading my story. 

Thank you for everything. My children and I are thankful and humbly greatful.