All right, guys. I need help. The last few months I have been scrambling to keep a roof over my head and food on the table. I've been job searching with no luck , my mental health has taken quite the beating. I'm not okay. Still, I've been putting out feelers to do presentations and workshops. I even started a patreon. And did/do Uber. 

It's not enough and I'm drowning.

The child support I'm supposed to get comes sporadically at best (and even then rarely the amount I've been awarded) and it's put me in a hole I can't dig myself out of.  (And I can't get any aid because of the child support I'm supposed to get.)

I'd rather have a job I could mentally and physically do, but that hasn't happened. 

So one of the main things that could help right now is to move to a much cheaper place. I can't afford to pay a security deposit, because every cent I scrape together goes to bills.

Money towards my current late bills would also give me breathing room.

My family and friends has been able to help me and even pay for things that will bring in income in the future, but I need help now.

I appreciate every dollar and even just kind words. I've been doing my best to put on a happy face but it's cracking. Thank you all.