Helping myself and others

I have been helping out my homeless friends (being too generous) but haven't worked for 5 weeks (and still not working) due to a perceived mental illness and am running out of money. Won't be paid for most of it but will try to get compensated by Social Security.

I also give a little bit of money to the less fortunate but would like to give more.

I deal with drugs and alcohol and volunteer on my own website for drug users.

I'd like some anonymous support to help both myself and others.