Please Consider Helping..

Greetings and thank you for at least being kind enough to read my post. I feel reluctant doing this, but I find myself needing to ask for help.

My situation is this... I currently live with an unmedicated bipolar schizophrenic narcassist who is verbally and emotionally abusive, which constantly keeps me super stressed out and has lead to physical and mental health issues; depression, suicidal thoughts, bad panic attacks, getting physically sick after confrontations, etc. Recently, she has even got physically violent with me leaving marks.

I'm also disabled and require someone to help me with certain house hold tasks, to which this woman is suppose to be my caregiver. However, she does almost none of the work she's been hired to do, which forces me to try and do things on my own, often causing me to be in even more pain. If I mention anything, she gets angry and starts screaming and yelling at me.

Due to my situation, I'm caught between a rock and a hard place. I can't really call the authorties or report her to the care agency, because she owns the house and she knows I have no where else to go. I've been looking for other housing options, but since I have a Service Dog and Emotional Support Cats, most people don't want to rent to me, even though I do have a doctor's note and they are not considered pets. I've looked into getting a 1st time home buyer's loan, but I don't have the finances to cover closing costs. Still working that angle to see if I can find other options, but have not found anything yet.

So I've just been trying to deal with all this in silence, feeling trapped and isolated, but now things have gotten worse and I find myself faced with the real possibility of becoming homeless, because I won't let her keep borrowing money to support her drug and alcohol habit any more, so she's getting pissy and told me to go some where else. That means, as of right now, my only option would be to live out of my car until I can find a place, since no shelter will take me in either, with my animals. Problem is, my car is not legal and just about on it's last leg, and I probably won't get far in it.

I've have done everything I can think of to change my situation, but I'm at my wits ends. I found a handicapped accessable van that could function as a mini home, till I get back on my feet, but It's a privately owned vehicle, so they are not willing to take payments. I can sell my current vehicle for around $600 to help, but I've not found a way to come up with the rest. This is the only option I can think of right now to keep off the streets. So .. as much as I hate to ask... would there be any kind souls out there willing to help me get out of this abusive situation.

I would be willing to make arrangements to pay back the money, if someone could find it in their hearts to just give me a lil help. Just leave me a note on how. So.. what ever leads your heart, I would be grateful