I Need Help

When I built my computer ten years ago, it was AMAZING. And I've run the wheels off of it. Back in May, it started telling me that it was sick. I never managed to get enough ahead to get her fixed. Now she's dead. 
And she took my ability to work and survive with it.  I have temporarily rented a computer, but at 200.00 a month, I can't afford it. This has directly impacted my ability to work, pay my rent, and last but not least, pay the lease on my oxygen concentrator. 

I had a few G8 packs that didn't "work out." This has left me with no money at all to survive on. If they take my oxygen, it's game over. I cannot go back to feeling like I'm drowning or suffocating. I can't. Ever since my heart surgery, I've been on oxygen. 

I need money for rent, to pay the bills I got behind in and to get a refurbished computer that I can beef up . I t would be nice to have one that doesn't take 20 hours to render, can handle high definition work, and that can use D-Force. My old broken war horse couldn't. 
If I get the money to keep going, I PROMISE to keep the flow of Genesis males going, and you will have my unending gratitude. 

Thank you...It means the world...