Hardship

Hello my dearest friends and family.this is not one of my many jokes and not something im proud to admit.its taken a few days to work up the courage to ask for help and admit im scared of what the future holds.A life changing event has happened to me as a few may already know. Unfortunately a few days ago my job with stericycle environmental of 27 yrs was terminated with no notice or warning.i knew my faculty was due to close in a few months due to the silvery refining field i was in was slowly declining.I have had that hanging over my head for awhile now slowing eating away at my insides.I am embarrassed to even ask if anyone has any connections in the environmental chemical field or transportation.I have a class b CDL with hazmat with experience in environmental health and safety.I would deeply appreciate any leads in the broward county ft Lauderdale area.I have lost all my benefits as well except medical and i am trying everything to keep that for my wife who has some medical problems and is unable to work.I have applied for unemployment but wont come even close to covering my bills.I am even selling my blood to get a few extra dollars.Again i am embarrassed and ashamed and not really in a joking mood.I know Facebook is not a place to post personal problems and i rarely do if this wasn't a extreme situation.I am actively looking and applying daily and would appreciate any leads.I thank you from the bottom of my heart for the all the support,love and prayers i have received in this difficult time.sorry this is so long but i thought i needed to explain myself and what was going on in my life.I have had many requests asking what is going on and was still in shock and not really ready to talk.I love all of my friends and family and appreciate each and everyone. God bless you all.I hate reposting this and hate even more asking for help.some of you have donated out of the kindness of your heart and someday i promise to pay it forward.you all are angels in time of need.as a friend told me to swallow your pride cause we all hit rock bottom at times in our lifes.