I want to say Thank you in advance for taking the time to read this GoFund Me Page I have set up for my brother’s passing.

 

Yesterday morning I received the worst news I’ve ever heard in my life. It was that my brother had passed unexpectedly. Heading it caught me so off guard I thought I was dreaming. It felt like I was in a nightmare & couldn’t wake up. My brother was accepted into the Ventura Fire Academy back in August. I was so proud of him for pushing himself,  & pursuing this career. I was the proudest sister! I was over the top for him! Each and every day I did nothing but brag about him and his success! I wanted to make up for lost time. Over the years I wasn’t able to have too much of a good communication with him because of certain circumstances. We were finally able to have that brother sister relationship this year in February because of the steps he took to start building his future. It was the absolute best feeling in the world knowing I was finally able to have my brother back!! Little did I know, it was only going to be able to enjoy him for alittle bit longer. My brother was finally all grown up. My baby brother. He was such a lady killer! Oh my god He was such a handsome young man! Just turned 25 last month in October. He was such a great guy. Everyone loved him. He was a giver. He would give you his own jacket off his back if he needed to. The reason why he passed is Still pending investigation. I tried my very best to be the big sister he needed. I can go on & on about the things I wish I would have done, but that doesn’t bring him back to me!!!!

 

Yesterday half of my heart died. I feel like I lost my twin. I never thought this type of pain existed in the world. I never knew a human could hurt as much as I do in this very moment. They say time will heal the pain, but THIS WILL NEVER HEAL!!. There is nothing in this world that will ever make me feel complete again.

I am trying my very best to do what I can for my dad for he is not taking his well. I’m doing my best to try to get all of my brothers arrangements done so I can give my dad somewhat of weight off of his shoulders. I want to say I can’t imagine how he feels during this time, but I KNOW EXACTLY how he feels. Losing his only son. His first & last boy. I want to do whatever I can for him during this time!

 

Any amount helps towards this fundraiser.

my brother deserves to be put to rest as properly & pleasant as possible.

Please Please help me bring my brother home.

Thank you so very much for taking the time to read my brothers story.

We appreciate any donations.

God Bless You

We LOVE YOU ANTHONY!