NEED A NEW VAN WITH REAR CONVERSION

Good Afternoon!!! i need to buy a NEW VAN WITH REAR ENTRY CONVERSION!! My current one has died. It costs too much money to repair it. It needs a new engine, transmission, basically new guts in order for it to run properly and safely. I've had “roadrunner” for 17 years. It's done awesome and has been good to me. We’ve been through everything together!! I can't complain at all. Hopefully i can trade in my old car. Everyone that knows me, calls me roadrunner because I’m always on a go!! This devastation has rocked me to my core!! Nothing can replace ROADRUNNER!!! So I’m asking for your help!! I would like to get a used van with rear conversion, like a 2016!Thank you in advance for all your love, prayers and support!!!