Hi everyone, my name is Mike and my best friend Angel ,we are homeless ,and in a desperate spot ,I want to raise enough to buy us a shed to live in rather than a tent insulate the inside and heat it up to keep each other warm,I'm 65 year old gave my Great Dane Angel with me due to an ultimatum of a choice my wife gave me.her or the dog ,had Angel at 5 weeks old ,been side by side since,she's well known everywhere for the love she gives everyone, something tragically horrific happend a few years back in my family,I've work all my life raise two beautiful girls, work construction 50 + years, learned every trades during this time was well known for the dedication in perfect work ,fast,dependable service I gave,one day got a call on the job site at 11 pm was still working, that my father shot himself, a few days before I went up north for a fishing trip alone just me and Angel for a month fishing done that every year ,in the middle of nowhere, but when I got up north my brothers told me my father was depress he was building a house for my mom of just a 1 floor since the one prior I help him build was a huge one cause 12 siblings mom and dad,plus kids husband wife of everyone at Christmas needed lots of room ,anyway that one he decided to build choke him,fund wise, no one in our little town could afford to buy the big house,up for sale,borrow with 800 interest a month,got credit lumber store used all his saving ran out to finish the house, I was the only one making enough to help him others could chip in what they could I offer him the money 166,000 to finish the house,well to stubborn he said he ain't going to depend on his kid to live,out of the 12 kids I was the black sheep if you know what I mean,it was a painful childhood, 13 boot out middle winter no shoes on ,but after all that 13 hard years I still offer to help ,anyway after that day it cause a chain reaction in the family,2 brothers 2 sisters shot themselves in the head too mom got heart attack through all that,and died well in less than a year I lost 6 members of my family and two I found ,sight of my little sister half of her head missing, piece of skulls stuck on the walls with hair and dripping blood mark me for life, everyday I have those memories in my head to live with,no mess no consulting, can help erase them,so after the last burial thr wife gave me the choice her or my doh well my dog help me go through those times and never will I forget that,dhr knew when I felt down always lay down beside me and lay her head on my chest and lick my tears and crying with me ,but I have to admit something, when k buried my little sister I went to lay down on the bed and was going to end it ,had a butcher knife put it to my throat, Angel was laying on the couch,my bedroom door was open, she ran in the room jump on the bed and lay her whole body across my throat and lick my teats ,I drop the knife and realized we needed each others ,so when given the choice I pick her without a doubt,but now we're going throw he'll,being infested by shrew past 3 months on my fifth tent,they keep spraying us day and night,past 3 months ,I can't stop them I tried repellent but didn't work they come in large group ,spray us ,spray clothes blankets ,everything I can't eat they spray ,I can't sleep they crawl inside the blankets on top of us and spray us ,it's a nightmare where it's pushing me to bad thought ,and I can't go that way ,so if i could get help to a nice shed someone will let me put in his backyard cause before it was fighting coyotes every nights trying to get to Angel, but now skunk,raccoon, shrew,squirrels,opossum its am emergency I get out of this situation, asap,I have no money,no source of income, have to sit in snow bank and wait see if someone would donate food funds clothes blankets ,cause I don't panhandle, I feel embarrass and it's not my style ,I've help so many in my life God put in my path to help, now I hope God put me in your path ,thanks for even reading this cause it brought hard memories out while writing it