I work every night for 12+ hours! I haven’t had a day off in two weeks and refuse to be lazy but I’m exhausted in every way possible! I am a single mom of 3 kids and have zero family or child support. I have been struggling for the past year constantly trying to get ahead. I have an almost 2 year old who’s autistic. I have to work around when my kids can help watch him to work. He hits and we are scared if he goes to daycare they won’t understand and will not be nice to him. He’s so sweet but doesn’t understand soft touch yet.

I am struggling even writing this and putting into words how much I need help. I’ve never been so bad and my own parents have put me into a bigger hole and don’t care!! and I don’t know how to get out anymore! My oldest helps but it shouldn’t be his responsibility.

I just need to get a caught up and I know I’ll be ok and won’t need anymore help…I can send receipts of bills paid with the money. Currently I am $500 behind on rent and a month behind on other bills. $600 will be enough to get me close to caught up. But anything at all will help.

im really trying to stay sane and focused but struggling has put me in such a depression that i wonder if my kids will be better off without me and would receive more help if im gone… im putting my pride aside and hoping my last ditch effort will help!