Since retiring from the Marine Corps I have feel on extremely had times. I have a new job after being let go from my last one because of my military disabilities and I have found it really really hard to get caught up. I have tried for the last couple off the since getting a new job but I am so far behind it has become impossible to dig myself from this hole. I am not one to ask for handouts but with a family of 9 to included 7 kids it has become unbearable. I'm on the verge of losing my house and loosing power for my home. Any help from anyone and I would be gracious. I truly believe it paying it forward and I have all my life but this I can't dig out fast enough. Please share with friends and family and if I can ever repay you I will do so as soon as possible. Please please please find it in your heart to help and I will never forget everyone who can make this possible. Thank you in advance!