Don’t let my son’s mother use him as a weapon

Update: the court hearing is gonna be on the 13th of October which means I won’t see my son for seven months due to the lies, the disgusting lies his mother have told

My name is H Acosta I am a proud father of a beautiful little boy, my only family, he’s only five years old and his mother is doing everything she possibly can to take him away from me out of jealousy, her aim is to destroy the amazing bond I have with my son, simply disgusting

my son and I have an amazing bond, I am the parent he preferred to be with, we look alike and he never wants to be separated from me but all his mother wants is to separate us so now we are going to court, she’s accusing me of so many things that I don’t even know where to start and obviously I cannot talk about them because we are going to court but what I can say is that for every lie she says I have the proof that she’s lying but if I don’t get a solicitor it will be very difficult to fight this case simply because she is the mother of my child and the court system tend to side with the mother even if she’s lying, I don’t have any money to get a solicitor, she is inflicting emotional abuse on a five years old little boy, she is destroying his little brain simply because she wants to use him as a weapon against me, so please help me save my son, the love of my life my only family.

Let me tell you something that is not a lie, I pick my son up at 9:30 in the morning every Sunday, but my son is always hungry when we get home which is only 10 minutes by Uber, my son have been given to me with dirty clothes in the morning when I’m picking him up, I have photo and video evidence of it and every photo and every video has a meta data telling time and day that the picture or the video was taken, my son never wants to say goodbye to his mother when he leave the house in the morning so I have to force him to do so and when he comes in the evening he used to run to her to give her a hug (when he was about 1 1/2 years old or 2) but because she never did give him the hug he stopped doing it, my son is so attached to me that when I go to school for school plays and his mother is around he only stays with me and when we are walking around he feels the need to tell everyone that I am his daddy even screaming out loud so everybody can hear it, remember I see him every week not every month or every year, my son have never want to go back to his mother even until today that he’s five years old, I believe that needs to be investigated by a child psychologist, he used to cry but now that he’s older he make excuses like, “I am tired I don’t wanna go to mommy” or the latest one which is “I want to sleep at night with you”, my son have respiratory problems and every time I have to take him into hospital which is being about six time, his mother refused to come to hospital even if I was paying for a taxi for her to come from Romford, she couldn’t be bothered and the only time she came to hospital was because I needed to work the day after, I have pictures and videos to prove what I am saying, last time my son nearly die and she still didn’t come to hospital, furthermore now that we’re talking about hospitals, she lie to me in order to make me feel bad, telling me that she took my son to hospital in the middle of the night simply to make me feel bad about it although she never told me call me or message me to tell me she was going to hospital with my son but unfortunately for her I had to take my son to hospital two weeks later and they couldn’t find any records of my son being in hospital and when I ask her which hospital she took my son to because they couldn’t find the records she said that she “forgot the hospital” very simply she lie about it, and that conversation happened in front of the doctor which was looking at me very embarrassed and uncomfortable, she had to change the school for my son so she put him in a school an hour away from my flat, how could I make any sense to anyone when we are surrounded by schools? My son doesn’t have an emotional attachment to his mother the way he has it with me because he knows who is the cold parent and who is the warm parent, I am always hugging him and kissing him and telling him how beautiful he is, something I doubt his mother do, obviously she want to destroy the bond I have with my son and my son has with me which is why she’s making up all these lies, I wish someone investigate to find out the truth and the polygraph offering still stand and it will always stand, on Sunday night I supposed to pick my son up after work because she didn’t want me to see him on my two days off Monday and Tuesday, so I could only see him Sunday night and Monday before school and after school, but I couldn’t pick my son up on Sunday night because she says that she was two hours away from her house but it wasn’t true because my son told me that they were in Nunhead, I live in Vauxhall, and finally, since I was abusive towards her how come she never called the police? How come she never called child services? But how come I went to the police twice because of her? And how come I called child services because of her? And now my child have to suffer because his mother, and now my child is gonna have emotional issues because his mother, she is destroying my child’s little brain simply because she wants to use him as a weapon against me but I don’t think anyone is investigating that.

I am here going crazy in my flat going through my nightmare and hoping that common sense takes over and a judge can see through her lies, but in the meantime, my child is suffering.