Medication

I'm sorry to be posting this, I've spent the last 2 years dealing with a lot of health issues and I haven't been able to work. October first I had what was supposed to be my final surgery but there was some complications, I bled internally and lost like 90% of my blood and my brain started like shutting down, had to have another major surgery, ended up having to spend 22 days in the hospital and learn to walk again. My body was full of infection pockets and they had a bunch of tubes jammed into me to drain all the gross infected fluid out. Because I have no income I have shitty state insurance and they won't cover one of my fucking ten thousand medications I have to take and my family just doesn't have the money to help me. Putting my personal business online leaves me with a really strong feeling of guilt and embarrassment, it's all cool if you can't help I just don't know what to do and I just wanna recover and get back on my feet and get a job and move on with my life again. Thank you again pals.