Everybody asks questions, but there is no answer to them.  This is a suicide story of my younger brother Tony.  It breaks my heart that he took his life at age of 18.  We didn’t expect this from him, since he was always smiling and telling jokes.  Growing up my mother needed a kidney transplant and was stuck in dialysis for about 8 years.  In addition, our father abandoned us and at the age of 11 Tony became the man of the house.  He would work hard to help out in the house.  Growing up has not been easy, but we manage to overcome it all.  My mom had received her kidney transplant, but recently she had to get surgery from the fistula where she got dialysis from.  On October 15, 2015 my mom had just return from her surgery and that same day my brother shot himself. He left without even saying goodbye; left us with pain and sorrow.  Questioning why he did it, never imagine a terrible tragedy like this one could ever happen.  A 38 special calb. took my brother’s life within a second. Adan who was one of our friends suicide the same way 2 years ago it was the same history. Manuel and Jorge who were two friends of Tony say that he once said to them, “I feel I’m going to see Adan soon.” As time passed by we did not expect this until it actually happened. Both my little brother and friend kill themselves with a 38 calb almost on the same dates.  My brother was gone before we knew it and only god knows why.  Now we ask for your help in order to raise funds to cover for his funeral costs.  Any help will be appreicated, thank you.