Anonymous

I’m writing anonymously, I never thought that I will have to open a go found me page but here I am

I’m a 34 year old women mother of 5

That has been living a life of Misery

I been married for 15 years to a man that everyone looks up too in our community, but many don’t know that this man in a narcissist/ physical emotional abuser/ manipulator / controller / liar .. and the list goes on. As a women I tried to save my marriage I went to many people asking for help I went to many Rabby’s that really tried to help me but in the end

You can’t change anyone unless he wants to change himself . I want to start fresh I want to leave him but I have zero funds. I work and live pay check to pay check my expanses are spend on my children on food and things around the house. I don’t see a penny from him or from anyone. I’ve been contemplating for many years but just don’t have that Financial support here - I’m asking for help . For me to start fresh I have no family that can help me they are all in Isreal and are not financially stabled. I know that each person that is reading this can understand a victim without judgment. Thank you tskiu lemitzvot