A little more about me. I was diagnosed last year with synovial sarcomas. It's an agressive form of soft cell cancer, meaning you can get it anywhere in the body and it's agressive it's rare so not a lot of treatment plans. So I called in hospice to manage my pain and symptoms. Pain and weakness. It seems to get more agressive as we go along. I was recently informed no radiation for pain management that way. Seemed be all that helped.So it's on. Time to raise money for insurance premiums, didn't think I'd make it this far,! doc bills and funeral expenses. Be nice to give Willa, our 20 month old daughter, a great Christmas. Thank you for all your support even with all you are going through. Love you all wish I could thank you each and everyone inndividialy.