Hello everyone, I hate to bother you guys, but can you read this? So, I live in an abusive household that I just realized is an abusive household. I nearly got killed by my dad. He choked me. It's hard, really hard to realize that. I don't know what to do. He's kicking me out. I realized I was used. I realized I would never get his approval. I worked hard; I tried. I really did. I got good grades, tried to work on myself, tried to go to the army. I did so much that I realized it didn't mean anything. Everything is a lie. They said I'm lying. They say that I'm lying about being suicidal. I'm lying about being depressed. I'm lying, I'm lying, I'm lying, and now I told them. I told my family while he's talking to him. I thought I'd get her help. I really did. Nope. Another lie, I'm disrespectful and a burden. This is all my fault. So now they're convincing him to kick me out. I couldn't get a job. I couldn't drive since he didn't want to teach me. I can't do anything. I'm stuck. I'm truly stuck. I know I'm not trying to give up. I'm trying to keep a promise that my grandad asked me before his passing: to not give up. But it's hard. I don't want to. I really don't. If you want to, you can help. If not, that's fine. I'm glad you read this. I hope I'm not alone. Thanks for reading. Hope God will bless your day or a loved one. Just someone who cares about you. I may not have many, but everyone has someone. I just need some help. If you wanna. Don't if you don't. It's okay. I'll figure it out. I just hope you guys will believe me.