Alone & Lost

My dad is and was my absolute best friend. He's raised me by himself since I was four years old. He's an amazing father, son, brother, and friend. It's always been me and my dad until he was recently taken from me. I was his only child and he was my world. Due to this raids going on he's now gone... I'm now alone and don't even know how I'm going to get by... I do work a part time job but that's not enough.. rent.. bills.. food.. I'm not the one to ask for anyone's sympathy but I need the help.. I've never been alone nor away from my father... I'm so lost... I'dk what to do at this point... I just want my father... I wish I had the chance to give him a hug bye...