Chrissy's upstairs renovation

Hiiiiiiii everyone!

Welcome to this special location on the internet!

I'm reaching out because i've finally made the decision to get top surgery, aka get my upstairs done.

This decision isn't one i've arrived at easily, i think if you're on this gorgeous page, you know this is something i've been avoiding, pushing away and shoving down for a long time but ultimately it is my truest desire.

I remember the first time i wore a binder, which was at a my gay banjo show at the dreamboat (lol) about four hundred and twenty years ago and it was WAY too small and i felt INSANE, but ultimately that shift in my silhoutte and the way my shirt fit was (as it is for literally so many) a game changer. That ill fitting binder put me in a liminal space of being able to take steps towards myself. I've always had so much room for people experiencing dysphoria as a very real and difficult thing, and always identified it as something outside myself that isn't my lived experience however the last couple years i've really dug deep and found an expansion and a softness in myself for who i am, what i want, and what i deserve and i can no longer live in the reality that i'm even comfortable ENOUGH in the body i'm in.

I am trying to raise funds because i'll be off of work for a few months. Id like to have a little time to set up my space to recover in as well as really be able to take the time to heal (which i'm not historically good at) before i go back to my wildly physical job.

i made this truly unhinged shirt as a token of my love and gratitude (shirt color options tbd)! if you want one just tack on an extra ten bucks and shoot an email through this web emporium with your size and address

My surgery will be in january 17 and if you'd like to support me, but money is not the way there are SO many other things that could be helpful and i'll do more scheduling of recovery help closer to the time however you could:

cook me a meal, come over and watch a program with me

save all your gossip and bring it to my bedside (please!)

make me heehaw (assuming i'll be able to laugh while recovering? I feel very ha ha hopeful)

please share this as widely as you can <3

Thaaaaaaaaank you, and be prepaired for me to crush you with my love at whatever late onset great cranberry happens this year.