31 year old fighting brain cancer

I haven't updated this in a while but it's been rough ever since the Corona virus hit. My fiance lost his job and was denied unemployment. I am the only one with some money coming in (disability). I was approved for permanent disability but that's not enough to make it for one person. Currently I'm 3 months behind in rent. I just caught up with May. I say 3  months because June, July and August. My anxiety is through the roof and I keep having panic attacks and I'm now having focal seziures, my last big one was June 14. I have permanent deficits on my right side from removing the tumor. My right foot has a mind of its own and sometimes I can't control it. I also have body tremors. I'm now considered an eplictic because of scar tissue. So that's what causes my seziures. I now have to drive to Fremont for my MRIs. Well that's just a little of what's going on with me, if you want to know more just ask.