Our funny, loving, full of life, handsome, hardworking, caring, sweet Bobby passed away early Sunday morning. After fighting so hard to live a sober life, he lost his battle to addiction. When I was pregnant with our daughter Evalyn, Bobby was the most determined to be healthy. He was the best anyone has ever seen him. Working hard for our family, he joined AA, and had a beautiful spark in his eyes. When Evalyn blessed us by entering this world, he was the most proud father on the planet. He loved his daughters Brielle and Evalyn fiercely, with everything he had in his huge heart. He was determined to have us all be a family, and worked 7 days a week to try to make it happen. His dream was to have a huge house with a lot of land. A bedroom for each of his girls, a living room big enough to host Christmas for our families. He dreamt of family vacations and holidays with his sister Mikala, husband Nick, favorite niece Lucy, Brielle, Evalyn, and myself. For about 7 months, he was on a great road and was incredibly proud of himself for all he accomplished. We all were. Somewhere along the road, he slipped. His demons caught up to him and his "one last" was his one last. My sweet baby does not have to fight anymore. A couple weeks ago Bobby and I had a conversation about God when making arrangements to get our daughter baptised. He told me he wanted to find God again. Well baby, you did it. You are at peace now. You finally get to be with your mother. 
Now I sit here in your sweatshirt, watching our perfect miracle bounce around in the activity center you picked out, and I have to write about you in the past tense. Mikala and I have to honor you and lay you to rest. I would give ANYTHING to not have to reach out for financial help. I would give ANYTHING to not have to do any of this and have you here. We were suppose to go to Wilson's farm yesterday because you wanted to  show Ev all the animals. None of this is real.
To all of Bobby's friends and family. Please, anything will help. Lets all help him know how deeply loved he was and celebrate his life.