Team Purple Rain 4 Veronica Valdez

Unfortunately I have been diagnosed with stage 4 lu
ng cancer. I have 3 children and am not able to work so bills and expenses aren't going anywhere. My children mean the world to me and our lives have been flip flopped into shambles. Slowly but surely things will fall into place. My family has been awesome in helping me adjust with the many changes and major sacrifices in my life that have to be done. Pain is a daily issue for me. It is stressful and at times I feel really hopeless and depressed. Tears are a daily part of my life right now. Not being able to spend the day out with my kids because of no funds. I can't drive either so it's very depressing waiting for someone to have time to take us anywhere. Family Sometimes takes us places but I want to be able to take my kids to eat or to a movie. Just us together. Sometimes I have tears of joy but most of the other times it's tears of sadness. I ask "why me?" And I'm upset and angry at the world. I think of my kids. "Where will they Go? Who is going to take care of them? How will they survive without Me? I know God has a plan for us all, but my plan is to be here until my kids have finished school, I want to Be there when my kids get married and see my grandchildren. I want to be the grandmother that spoils the kids and sends them back to mommy and daddy... Lol
That is my fight to live!!! To do whatever it takes to stick around and do all of the things that parents do with their kids! I don't want to miss out on my kids life journeys. Please help me to prolong my life to be there for my family.