My name is Kristen David and I'm 27 years old and I am suffering from a horrible disease Anorexia. My son who is three years old sees me wasting away and it kills me inside. Everyday is a struggle, and many days I don not know if I will make it to the next. I have had this illness for 15 years, it took away everything from me, my passion for life, my education and it took away who I am. But I honestly dont know who I am anymore, I am lost in this mind of food, weight and fear of life. I want to get into treatment to save myself and to give my son the mother he deserves. I do not have insurance that covers treatment and without it the honest truth is I will die. I reached a low weight of 79lbs this year and its scary but its never enough. I grew up with an amazing family but since the age of five never felt good enough. I was teased in school so badly and thats when the eating disease started, I thought if I became invisible they would leave me alone, and they did. I felt powerful but little did I know that powerful feeling would become my worst enemy, myself.  I need this help to conquer this illness. Doctors cant help me, they all say I  need to be put in treatment but the cost is what is holding me back. The money used would go to teatment to get me better for me and my son. This means so much to me because I want to see my son grow up, and I want him to be proud of me, I WANT to smile without the true saddness behind it. Anything would help, if I could I would hug everyone that can help me. This is my last hope, and I WILL NOT LET THIS DISEASE TAKE ME I WILL FIGHT TILL THE END FOR ME AND MY BABY BOY BENTLEY! I WANT TREATMENT SO BADLY, please if you can help I will be forever thankful and keep my head up high to beat this disease for all of you and me. I want to be Kristen again, not this person who I no longer recognize. Thank you for taking the time to read this, and god bless all who can help.