Bring Amma Home
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I am writing this on behalf of my friend Samantha (Amma) Love. She is a kind person, a mother of three, who has fallen on hard times. She spends much of her life helping people, legally & socially, and now she could really use some help. Below is her story. If you can, give a little to help her make her way to where she belongs...
Blessing & Namaste! <3
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I want to give a big THANK YOU with all my heart to everyone who has shared to help me reunite with my children. None of you can see the oceans I've cried this year every day and night. I go to sleep in tears and wake up in tears. I live in a state of what has become an endless panic attack. My heart literally physically broke from the stress of all our family has been through the last several years only to survive it all on my own alone and then be severed completely from my children's lives. We experienced foreclosure, bankruptcy, divorce, toxic mold exposure, the natural disaster of the 2013 flood, and everything that came with the sickness my family experienced as well as all the legal problems because of the domestic violence. Three years ago I was given a pre-diagnosis of a genetic form of leukemia called Chronic Lymphocytic Leukemia and a year ago I was diagnosed with a positive cervical cancer screening. I applied and applied for help in Boulder County to every agency and church I could find. I was rejected again and again over wrong demographics. My family was unable to provide any assistance or help moving so going home to them was not possible by myself with all my medical problems. I've always worked, often multiple jobs to take care of my boys who are the Loves of my life. I've also ministered to the homeless, veterans, other single parents and survivors of DV for almost 16 years now because I love to sit with those who feel rejected from the world to reassure them they have a purpose and reason for surviving through the hell of homelessness in this country. For 23 years now I've lived with an auto-immune disorder that was diagnosed when I was pregnant with my first son. That part is not mysterious. I've always had to push through the pain, fatigue, digestive problems, nerve damage and many symptoms that are invisible to most people. I've remained isolated from society the majority of the last decade as a way to keep well enough to function. Last year I became too sick to push any further and the grief culminated in a cardiovascular episode that had all the symptoms of heart attack and stroke. It was one of the scariest things I've ever experienced and not having my family and people who love me around me has made getting well even tougher. I owe Seattle hospitals thousands for the care because they would not accept my Colorado based insurance. The doctors are saying it's possible I have permanent nerve damage and rheumatoid arthritis related to physical assault that cracked my ribs and happened a few days before the heart attack happened. They say it's also possible this chest pain I have will never go away. It's made functioning impossible some days. The grief has also been debilitating as the time and memories lost with my precious children goes on longer and longer. I've always been able to take care of us but now I'm barely taking care of myself because of the fatigue and ptsd, It's hard to even communicate with everyone I love on most days. It's draining to talk and I've spent a lot of time in the mountains not speaking a word for days on end because my voice is so tired. What I do each day is visit a waterway and pray for the People. I pray for the planet, the water, the air and soil, our food, our children and elders, our warriors and peacemakers, the unborn and dying and all of us who want to live healthy and well without the contamination and pollution destroying our beautiful home. I remain committed to my ministry 100%. I listen to nature and then I pray. I send you all love and remember you every day. I need a miracle. I've always been independent and do everything myself. I truly cannot. I need to see my beautiful children and have their love in my life again. They need me. We all need each other. I'm determined to get well, survive, THRIVE and educate others on the information I've gathered to recover while waiting for the medical doctors to assist with a treatment plan. I'm building a website dedicated to all the above issues I mention as well as writing a book that I hope will help others who are survivors as well. I'm available for intuitive spiritual readings, research, writing and editing assistance to earn income but it's far easier to accomplish those things with a stable place to reside among people who love me back. THANK YOU so much for helping create a miracle to reunite us. I assure each and every one of you who has already contributed to saving my life and getting me well enough to return to my family and working --- I am praying and saying your name every day and night and asking for the blessing to return to you many times through and through. Sending my Love ♥ Amma
Blessing & Namaste! <3
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I want to give a big THANK YOU with all my heart to everyone who has shared to help me reunite with my children. None of you can see the oceans I've cried this year every day and night. I go to sleep in tears and wake up in tears. I live in a state of what has become an endless panic attack. My heart literally physically broke from the stress of all our family has been through the last several years only to survive it all on my own alone and then be severed completely from my children's lives. We experienced foreclosure, bankruptcy, divorce, toxic mold exposure, the natural disaster of the 2013 flood, and everything that came with the sickness my family experienced as well as all the legal problems because of the domestic violence. Three years ago I was given a pre-diagnosis of a genetic form of leukemia called Chronic Lymphocytic Leukemia and a year ago I was diagnosed with a positive cervical cancer screening. I applied and applied for help in Boulder County to every agency and church I could find. I was rejected again and again over wrong demographics. My family was unable to provide any assistance or help moving so going home to them was not possible by myself with all my medical problems. I've always worked, often multiple jobs to take care of my boys who are the Loves of my life. I've also ministered to the homeless, veterans, other single parents and survivors of DV for almost 16 years now because I love to sit with those who feel rejected from the world to reassure them they have a purpose and reason for surviving through the hell of homelessness in this country. For 23 years now I've lived with an auto-immune disorder that was diagnosed when I was pregnant with my first son. That part is not mysterious. I've always had to push through the pain, fatigue, digestive problems, nerve damage and many symptoms that are invisible to most people. I've remained isolated from society the majority of the last decade as a way to keep well enough to function. Last year I became too sick to push any further and the grief culminated in a cardiovascular episode that had all the symptoms of heart attack and stroke. It was one of the scariest things I've ever experienced and not having my family and people who love me around me has made getting well even tougher. I owe Seattle hospitals thousands for the care because they would not accept my Colorado based insurance. The doctors are saying it's possible I have permanent nerve damage and rheumatoid arthritis related to physical assault that cracked my ribs and happened a few days before the heart attack happened. They say it's also possible this chest pain I have will never go away. It's made functioning impossible some days. The grief has also been debilitating as the time and memories lost with my precious children goes on longer and longer. I've always been able to take care of us but now I'm barely taking care of myself because of the fatigue and ptsd, It's hard to even communicate with everyone I love on most days. It's draining to talk and I've spent a lot of time in the mountains not speaking a word for days on end because my voice is so tired. What I do each day is visit a waterway and pray for the People. I pray for the planet, the water, the air and soil, our food, our children and elders, our warriors and peacemakers, the unborn and dying and all of us who want to live healthy and well without the contamination and pollution destroying our beautiful home. I remain committed to my ministry 100%. I listen to nature and then I pray. I send you all love and remember you every day. I need a miracle. I've always been independent and do everything myself. I truly cannot. I need to see my beautiful children and have their love in my life again. They need me. We all need each other. I'm determined to get well, survive, THRIVE and educate others on the information I've gathered to recover while waiting for the medical doctors to assist with a treatment plan. I'm building a website dedicated to all the above issues I mention as well as writing a book that I hope will help others who are survivors as well. I'm available for intuitive spiritual readings, research, writing and editing assistance to earn income but it's far easier to accomplish those things with a stable place to reside among people who love me back. THANK YOU so much for helping create a miracle to reunite us. I assure each and every one of you who has already contributed to saving my life and getting me well enough to return to my family and working --- I am praying and saying your name every day and night and asking for the blessing to return to you many times through and through. Sending my Love ♥ Amma
Organizer and beneficiary
Jeremy Blake Lee
Organizer
Colorado Springs, CO
Samantha Stephens
Beneficiary