Help me to be independent again.

My name is Tommy Murphy, for all who know me. This is me at my lowest. Between being in pain everyday in and out of Hospital, now having radiation treatments to remove whatever Cancer pain I'm having at the moment to having to have a stent put in my heart. I hate being in this situation, and to be completely honest Pray God would call me home so I am no longer a burden on anyone. But guess he has other plans. I really want to at least have an opportunity to go back and do my job.