My dad was my rock my Hero my calm through every storm.I could always find comfort and peace in him no matter what i was going through he was my safe zone my every stuff. I dont know how I am going to get through my life without him . There have been times I have called him and hes drove miles just to come give me a hug I needed one he took on my girls when i had messed up hes always been there through the good and the bad encouraging me to do and be betterand to call me on my shit when I was messing up. I could talk to him about any and everything. Ive always been my daddys girl I can hardley believe he is not coming home ever again nor can I go HOME to him again he held me at my weakest moments and ensured me everything would be ok Im so lost I wish he was here to hold me / pick me up off my knees and tell me its going to be ok Id give anything to get one last hug or hear his voice one last time. So for tonight and every night for awhile i am going to put on some of his comfy clothes and crawl into his bed just like I did when I was a kid when I had a bad dream and I am going to cuddle his pillows tight and enjoy the scent of him while it lasts . We can only wish this was just a bad dream . The following is a link explaining what happend.http://www.actionnewsnow.com/news/chp-big-rig-believed-to-have-caused-fatal-accident-on-highway-99/?utm_medium=social&utm_source=facebook_Action_News_Now